“but you have friends” not a single person would pick me first

took my peace too seriously now i struggle with human connections

when you you’ve never been put first your whole life and you’re just the person who fills a void in people’s lives until they don’t need you anymore

thanks for leading me on and then pushing me away. i enjoyed it

when you realize you’re barely eating, can’t sleep, lost all motivation, and starting to self isolate again

it hurts because i didn’t have anyone that understood me growing up. so when someone shows a little bit of attention, i get attached and always end up getting hurt

forever a “im sorry” type of person because i grew up thinking everything was my fault

i romanticize people who wouldn’t even text me back

maybe one day someone will understand me understand my mind and soul why i feel things so deeply and why i love so hard