ItsBPDbitch

STOP PAINTING PEOPLE WITH BPD TO BE MONSTERS. WE ARE NOT FUCKING MONSTERS We deserve love, kindness & most of all support. So can we please please stop demonising them. Those people with BPD can be loving, caring, warm & generous. They are fighters & deserve love & happiness

One of the things I hate about BPD is how bad something can instantly change my mood

I don’t understand how there are people out there that live happy, healthy lives with positive and meaningful relationships??? How???

BPD culture is when getting better really just means you've learned how to internalise breakdowns/not drag other people into them. When getting better means you've learned how to act better but you're still fucked up inside. When getting better means you've isolated your feelings

Having BPD means that to you, it’s a minor inconvenience, to me, it’s the trigger to a series of debilitating mood swings followed by a paralyzingly emptiness

The worst thing about having BPD is that when it gets bad you can’t even remember how it felt to feel good

BPD is so fucking lonely. It’s not that I want more people to share my experiences, of course not, but my support is limited to really only those who also have it. People without BPD, as well-meaning as they may be, could never understand fully what it’s like inside my head

how I climb into bed at night knowing I’ll have another horrific trauma nightmare

My thought process 24/7

It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it’s harder to give up when you know its everything you want

The strong urge I have to fight off every day, to slip into a depressed state, give up on everything and everyone, and keep running until I'm dead, is fucking real

I’m scared to admit that I have wasted so much time

This is the part of being Borderline I hate the most — Not knowing who the fuck I am. It’s feeling like I’ve died, and I’m so desperately trying to grab myself again. I remember my face and my smile then having that gut wrenching sinking feeling, that I’ve lost it all.

Does anyone else sit on the floor when they’re stressed? Or is it just me?

Me when I’m in a good mood: Wow I haven’t been sad in so long I can’t believe I found the cure to my illness I am so much better the world is beautiful Me when I’m in a bad mood: I have never felt happiness once in my life and despair is the epitome of my existence.

I swear I be chilling, then all of a sudden, I feel indescribably empty

please don't tell neurodivergent people that they're overreacting whenever they show a sliver of emotion.

BPD culture is wanting to hurt the people you love, not because you actually want to hurt them but because you don't know any other way to express how you feel