21, edtwt, pro recovery, usually just lurking :P
bmi 18.1 , 44kg
Joined November 2023
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lani retweeted
i was talking to my therapist about this weird mindset i have where i cant indulge in anything because im too ugly. ill put off watching shows, playing new games, going to events, even buying certain things because i feel like im too grotesque to have nice things/experiences.
lani retweeted
i HAVE to go. i have to go somewhere. anywhere. everywhere. i have to leave. and i have to go.
ed rule 01: if you originally werenโt going to have any but then change to โjust a little bitโ youโve already lost the control and definitely wonโt just be having a little bit ๐ learned this the hard way
lani retweeted
This year, Iโm unlearning fear. Iโll reach out first, respond more, show up to invites, and stop hiding from people. Iโll care loudly, love openly, manage my anxiety better, and choose to live instead of just exist.
lani retweeted
virginia woolf's 1931 new years resolutions: โto have none. not to be tied. to be free & kindly with myself. sometimes to read, sometimes not to read. to go out, yesโbut stay at home in spite of being asked. as for clothes, i think to buy good onesโ
lani retweeted
my only want for myself in 2026 is not to waste away. years are going by too quickly, and now that iโm an adult itโs terrifyingly easy to slip into stagnation and do nothing for long stretches of time. comfort is so dangerous; it steals years before you even realise theyโre gone.
