Alex •᎔•

#Moothunt ⋆˚꩜｡ּDay 2 ── ༚༅༚˳.𓆑.˳༚༅༚ ── Alex|sheノany| 19 ⤷ .𖥔 ݁ 5’2|cw:120lbs gw:110lbs .𖥔 ݁ Dms open ♡ or ↻ for moots I luv interacting w moots n liking/replying to posts ༯ br1cks2urface.straw.page᭪ ∿ #shtwt #edtwt #ventwt Open to all accts tho · ─⋆𖥸⋆─ ·

Wait I lwk don’t get it. What’s the point of following someone if ur never gonna interact w their posts after that.

Is it just me or do positive people genuinely js piss you off. Like fuck off, why are you so happy.

Being undiagnosed somehow feels very invalidating and embarrassing almost, cuz I’m fr not ok, but it almost feels like I’m larping.

I’m too much of a people pleaser to leave

Unsent letters Pt.1 I haven’t completely admitted it to anyone, but silently to myself that I can’t rely on anyone like that or, be with anyone in that way until I.. get better?

Erm weighted myself rn, and I’m 116lbs, I lost 6lbs.. literally last Tuesday I was 122lbs. Not trying to get gallstones or have any cardiac events. Gonna try to eat something right NEOW 😭

Food tdy. Broke my 13hr fast w Eggs+spinach and a visually unappealing matcha banana smoothie. Minus the avocado bc it wasn’t ripe 💔

I can lwk end it, or at least get close to death and end up in the hospital, but we’re too broke for that. #toobroketodie

Yuhh. I feel somewhat accomplished tdy. Err but body check is not making me feel great. Bro I hate my build, hope to see some progress tho.

The crickets. They mock me.

Officially relapsing on my ED after more than 3 months. lol