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ㅤ 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝙲 𝙰 𝙻 𝙻 𝙼𝙴 𝙰 𝙽 𝚈 𝙼 𝙾 𝚁 𝙴. ㅤ
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Ian sure would feel uncomfortable and betrayed if he knew he was already 'naked' to the other. He tried so hard getting rid of all his past, not wanting anyone to know anymore. "Beer it is, I'll take it too." +
Xavier had been too comfortable with Ian. He almost forgot to ask certain follow up questions because, he knew about Ian. He knew where he worked, his criminal record, any reports and detailing of his past on file. Ian was known to him, yet he had to pretend as if he was —
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He nodded and reached out to grab some beer, soon surprised by Xavier's sudden actions. He smiled a little and held onto the others arm. "Hey, we're not alone here..." Nevermind his words, he did tilt his head a little to give Xavier more access to his neck. +
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That sweet gesture of the other almost made Ian blush. It was really like they were some teenagers right now, but well, as long as it feels good, who cares? "I'd love to taste your cooking one day." A perfect match for him, in terms of cooking at least. +
Xavier listened intently, taking a view drags off his cigarette, his green eyes looking over the other. Holding someone’s had caused a light fluttering in his ribcage. There was a laugh after Ian’s last comment. He had to be careful about what he said. He didn’t want to —
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Ian sure needed someone who could... take a bit care of him, he can be quite reckless when it comes to taking care of his health. "I don't even remember the last time I really dated... but it must be at least ten years ago, or more..." With his past as addict, criminal and +
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ㅤ "You could've at least waited until I took my suit off . . ." #SeductiveSunday ㅤ
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He took a long drag on the cigarette after it was lit, exhaling the smoke in content. "Thanks." With a smile he looked at the over, now starting to walk beside him, one hand in his, one held the cigarette. +
A smile had already been emerging on his face, but now as they got outside it only grew into a soft laugh. It was twisted how much he enjoyed spending his time with Ian. It felt like when he first started dating in his early aged, but even then he was distracted. —
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"Complimenting me without any shame right here?" He chuckled a little before thinking about the question asked. He was not one to talk much at all and for sure not about himself. What could he tell? He felt he was rather... plain and boring. +
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Ian reached out to take Xavier's hand and got up with his help then. Even when already standing, he did not let go of his hand, instead he just pulled him along, walking out of the bar with the man beside him. +
A date was an exciting proposition. Xavier himself hadn’t dated since his fiancé left him. After that everything turn into a blur, a haze of pull himself deeper into work. At this point, Xavier only up-kept his body in peak condition so he could fulfill his work better. —
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Holding hands like this? Usually something Ian would not do typically. But for some reason, he thought if he'd let go of that hand right now, the other might disappear again. "Did you walk here or do you have any vehicle here? I would have suggested walking to the river." +
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Ian reached out to grab the glass and took a sip from it. That was good stuff for sure, perhaps they should go somewhere else and grab another drink, alone. "A date? It's been ages since I called anything a date, how exciting." He laughed a little at that, setting the +
A single laugh came from him, that accepting smile still lined his lips. “ Mhm. And I would consider this our first date then. “ He said smoothly, raising the glass up he cheered himself, taking a sip. Then offering the glass to Ian for him to take a sip as well. —
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glass back down. "Let's leave this place for now then? We could go by the river, grab another drink and... I could need a smoke aswell." If Ian knew what the other was thinking, he'd feel really disappointed. For him, it was not easy and not typical to +
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Just staring at Xavier for those few minutes so far, made Ian already want more. Could you blame him? xavier was incredible handsome, exactly Ian's type and well.. it's been a while since Ian had some fun. He had to admit, the other was right with what he said. +
His eyes softened when looking at Ian. Xavier was sleep deprived with purple hanging under his eyes. His stare could be occasionally dead as he zoned out. Yet there was light in them around him. His eyes followed the glass with a small smirk on his lips. —
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"You're right... I did say that. So you believe in destiny or something like that? It did work though.... here we are again." He tilted his head aside, looking at Xavier with a little smirk now upon his lips. "So, do you want to see, if your addiction is still strong?" +
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Well, if he does not want to witness murder.... he probably should?
ㅤ Reon who notices just stared from the pavementーwhile eating popcorn. should he help? ㅤ
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Ian immediately calmed down after their eyes finally met. Thankfully nothing seemed to have changed and this felt good. Listening to him was nice, knowing the other man thought exactly the same as Ian. +
Xavier was zoned out, staring blankly at the table as he focused on a thought. Sadly another case had taken him away from this one. His team started handling the case while he’d been focused on a larger one. It had been like torture. Thinking about Ian but knowing he —
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"I do not think it is weird. After all, it is the same for me." He said with his typical smile on his lips, before reaching out to grab Xavier's glass and nonchalantly took a sip from it aswell. "Addicted after one taste? That seems incredible dangerous." +
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Usually Ian was not one to think about people he slept with. He had one-night stands all the time and never saw the other men again. Why was it then, that that man popped up in his thoughts now and then? Why was he sitting here, hoping to see him again? +
It’s funny how timing works. After that first night shared, Xavier felt someone conflicted about his personal emotions. Maybe it’s because sex can be so intimate and that might felt like more than a one night stand. Still, Xavier kept his distance. He learned into studying —
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Especially since it has been months by now. Wasn't it obvious that the other just had no interest anymore? That was what Ian always wanted from people he slept with. No attachments, feelings or anything, just plain old... and good sex. +
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Sigh . . . what a mess.
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It's been a while, but Ian was on his way to said bar. Entering it and sitting down at the counter, his eyes glanced around just to hope they meet a familiar face . . .
Maybe they’re run into each other at the bar again . . .
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He probably should . . . At least Ian would like that, or he could come to the bar?
He’s been thinking about Ian as well. It’s strange how the other was able to plague his mind so endlessly. He should call him . .
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It's been a while since he saw @DamagedLie at the Bar. Is he alright? Occasional thoughts about him come up now and then . . .
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He wonders if @__calig0 is doing alright. . .
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Taking a deep drag on his cigarette, Ian kept walking through the town, it was already late at night, not much people here, lights on everywhere. Once he reached the bar, he tossed away his cigarette and went inside, sitting down right at the counter. +
Fuck— Indeed. Back at his apartment, Valeri shut the door behind his back and leaned his head against it, sighing. What had he just done. This was so unlike him. Then again, everything that had to do with Ian was unlike him. How did he ever trust someone enough to be in >>
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He took a deep breath in, before looking around. Some familiar faces, some new faces, great... at least he had a good amount to choose from. Ian was handsome indeed, so he always had the chance to hook up, some guys always would approach him. +
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How'd he end up in such a situation again? Fuck . . .
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He just waited for Val to leave, but what happend then, made his eyes widen. Staring directly into Valeri's while being inches apart from him, held by him. He couldn't react, couldn't say a word or move away. +
He was trying his hardest to keep his thoughts and enotions secluded, but when Ian smiled at him like that... It was such an Ian smile, he didn't know what to do. Valeri's hand found Ian's shirt, index finger curling around the hem of it and pulled him closer, leaving them at >>
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But one thing was for sure. In that moment, if his ex had decided to lean in and kiss him, Ian would not have pushed him away, he would've go with it. Why? He couldn't think of an answer. Because he still loved him? Maybe. +
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Ah. So he wanted to leave. Well, it was Ian's idea in the first place so he would not stop him of course. "Alright. Thanks again for the bike, if you ever want to take a look at it, you know where to find it." Ian followed Val to the door and stared at him with a slight smile. +
He knew Ian's past, yes, but... Was that why? They were together four years. In those four years, they didn't dig anything up? And after he left, they did? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰... The question was on his lips, but he didn't know if it would be wise to ask. >>
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Even if it was just for a small moment, when they sat together on that couch, so close, it felt so familair and comforting to Ian. But what will become of them now? Back to complete strangers? They had no reason to meet up or talk anymore. The deal was made and.. +
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