20 : he/him 🕷️ vent acc

Joined September 2026
it is 6pm and i havent gotten up yet somehow
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not to say smth is happening but a situation almost exactly like this is what triggered my biggest relapse so hopefully that does the job again
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anyway i’m gonna start starving and isolating again to cope ! Yay !
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am i being dramatic or 😻 like i didn’t have a chance whatsoever but this was kinda the worst way i could’ve found out
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and the fact she didn’t care at all really fucking hurts
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i wish i didn’t have to leave my house ever again
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i hate myself so much and i wanna cut so bad but i don’t want my parents to write fuck this sucks
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seeing other people live the lives I struggle so hard to maintain as if it’s barely hard makes me wanna kms
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sometimes i wonder if there really is anything left for me in this country or if I should just try to leave as soon as possible
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I wish I could fight for better conditions instead of fighting for my right to be alive, I’m so tired
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my country just elected the worst senate possible and is on the brink of letting a fascist , who’s only running because his dad is in jail for a literal coup attempt mind you, win for president. I genuinely don’t understand how people can be so disgusting
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also the most voted deputee in my state’s only proposal is making trans people’s lives the most horrible they can be ! great, thanks grandma
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why does my binge food look like a brain
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miscounted smth and went over my limit ……
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𐔌 . ⋮ october accountability .ᐟ ֹ꒱
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— rules: ⋆ 700 cal limit on weekdays ⋆ 1200 cal limit on weekends ⋆ workout every saturday & sunday ⋆ 8K step goal
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𖦹˖°. 01/10 ̟࿔*:⋆ 596cals ✔️ 8.3K ✔️
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i’m so bloated from binging this past week my face looks round l im gonna cry
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embarassed myself in class for like 2 seconds and ive been thinking ab it for 3 hours bro just let it go
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if u saw me post the same thing like 4 times today no u didn’t
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