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Before farming, humans may have been taller, longer-lived, and psi-capable. The myths say the gods would not allow equals: they mist the eyes, cut the road to heaven, and hand mankind the seeds and grain. Meat and fat may be the road back.
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The Inverse Relationship Between Agriculture and Longevity  The Sumerian King List (and related Egyptian lists) gives pre-flood or early mythic kings reigns of tens of thousands of years (e.g., Alulim 28,800 years, totals around 241,000 years for a handful of rulers). After the flood, the numbers drop into more ordinary ranges. Biblical Genesis (and parallels in Avestan and other traditions) lists pre-flood figures living ~900 years on average, with a post-flood decline toward more familiar ages Rice phytolith evidence from the lower Yangtze shows wild rice exploitation (gathering) around 24,000 years before present, pre-domestication cultivation later (~13,000 BP), and domestication ~11,000 BP. science.org/doi/10.1126/scie… Wheat follows a parallel pattern in the Fertile Crescent: wild gathering as early as ~23,000 BP, cultivation of wild forms in the early Holocene, and full domestication roughly 9,500–10,500 years ago. link.springer.com/chapter/10… pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1657… In mythology, figures such as the Greek goddess Demeter (who taught Triptolemus to spread farming), the Chinese Divine Farmer Shennong, the Egyptian god Osiris, the Mesopotamian Enlil (who gave the hoe), and the Norse Freyr are credited with gifting or teaching humans the knowledge of agriculture. Note that in Mesopotamian (Sumerian/Akkadian) mythology, Enlil is often portrayed as distant, authoritative, and at times hostile or indifferent to humanity—most famously in the flood myths, where he seeks to wipe out humans. He is not generally a benefactor figure. Enki (Ea in Akkadian sources), by contrast, is the classic Promethean-style helper. Might Enlil’s bestowal of agriculture have been less a blessing than a subtle curse?
Before farming, humans may have been taller, longer-lived, and psi-capable. The myths say the gods would not allow equals: they mist the eyes, cut the road to heaven, and hand mankind the seeds and grain. Meat and fat may be the road back.
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Grandmaster Wolf opines there is no direct link between diet and enlightenment (psi). youtu.be/ZByNxy3JMao?t=1119&… • In the monasteries he lived in, the usual food was lots of vegetables, fruit, and fish. He does not treat that as a spiritual rule. A lot of monks also eat meat. • The body “has got nothing to do with spirituality whatsoever. It’s a monkey, but we can use it.” His comparison is a car: the car has nothing to do with your health unless you drive it off a cliff. • Give the body what it needs. If someone is anemic, they should eat red meat. Monks do that. • He says he has been in Tibetan monasteries where monks used mushrooms, smoked weed, and ate freely — not every day, but without treating it as forbidden. His point: it affects the brain, not “you.” If you can sit back and watch the thoughts while stoned, the substance is changing the brain, not the awareness watching it.
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Humans were once mostly meat-eaters, taller, longer-lived, and normally psychic. Grain, remembered as a gift from gods, is treated as what shortened the body, cut the lifespan, and closed the psi ability. THE CLAIM • Meat and fat kept a window open. Grain from childhood is proposed to shut off a developmental window. TIMELINE • Before ~20–30k years ago: mostly carnivorous. Telepathy, clairvoyance, healing treated as normal. • Late Pleistocene: ability fading as large animals collapse (mammoth, bison, giant sloth). ~65–90% of megafauna genera lost. • Younger Dryas, ~12,900–11,700 years ago: old world breaks. Agriculture follows, an art delivered by “gods” in various legends, not an invention. • Taught by Oannes, Osiris, Demeter, Shennong, Quetzalcoatl, Viracocha. • Starch genes are late: amylase rises over ~12,000 years; a plant-fat gene arrives in Europe with farmers ~8,500 years ago. • Skeletal evidence shows agricultural societies were shorter than prior generations and than their own height genes predict. Stature falls as farming spreads. • Texts: Sumerian reigns of 18,600–43,200 years; Methuselah 969; modern times, a prime in the thirties. WHAT WE ARE SAID TO HAVE HAD • Ketosis without starving. Psychic visions and siddhis from fasting uses same ketone fuel. • Psychic ability was more widespread. • Greater height: Nephilim and Anakim as the old build, now expressed short. • An open link to spirits: Hopi door at the crown, Maya far sight, a Chinese road between heaven and earth (= OBE, astral travel, RV etc). • Gods fed on meat. Abel offering accepted, Cain’s rejected. Fat is the Lord’s. Honey and nectar are extras. WHAT GRAIN IS SAID TO TAKE • Height, years, and a psychic window open in childhood and shut by the mid-teens. • Chinese 1980s tests strong around age 10, usually gone after menstruation. A Mexican extraocular vision study worked at 5–13 and failed after ~15. • The closing of the psi ability is deliberate act of the “gods”: mist in the Maya’s eyes, heaven cut from earth (Chinese mythology), Deuteronomy’s ban on divination and mediums. • Proposed mechanism: phytate binds minerals; some plant compounds are neurotoxins. • Daoist line: the five grains are chisels that cut life short.
Before farming, humans may have been taller, longer-lived, and psi-capable. The myths say the gods would not allow equals: they mist the eyes, cut the road to heaven, and hand mankind the seeds and grain. Meat and fat may be the road back.
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Candidates for reptilian “alien” interactions with humans in ancient history: Figurines and art • Ubaid ophidian figurines — southern Iraq (Ur, Eridu, Tell al-Ubaid, Uruk) — c. 5500–4000 BCE — unnamed; snake-headed human forms, some nursing infants • Göbekli Tepe snake reliefs — Şanlıurfa, Turkey — c. 9600–8200 BCE — unnamed serpent carvings on pillars • Elamite snake-god seals — southwestern Iran — c. 3000–500 BCE — hybrid snake deities, most unnamed • La Venta Monument 19 — Tabasco, Mexico — c. 900–400 BCE — seated man before a feathered serpent (Olmec) • Temple of the Feathered Serpent — Teotihuacan, Mexico — c. 150–250 CE — monumental feathered-serpent heads • Ishtar Gate mushussu — Babylon, Iraq — c. 575 BCE — dragon of Marduk: snake head, lion body, eagle talons Named beings in texts and myth • Tiamat — Mesopotamia (Enuma Elish, written c. 1100 BCE; older tradition) — saltwater chaos being, often a dragon or sea-serpent • Ningishzida — Sumer (3rd millennium BCE texts) — underworld and vegetation god with serpent form • Wadjet — Lower Egypt (from the early dynastic period, c. 3100 BCE) — cobra goddess • Sobek — Egypt (attested from the Old Kingdom, c. 2600 BCE) — crocodile god • Apep / Apophis — Egypt (clear by the Middle Kingdom, c. 2000 BCE) — chaos serpent fought by Ra • Nagas — India (Vedic and epic layers, c. 1000 BCE–early CE, still current) — semi-divine serpent people; named kings include Vasuki, Shesha, Takshaka • Quetzalcoatl — central Mexico (feathered-serpent image from Olmec/Teotihuacan; Aztec texts 14th–16th century) — feathered-serpent god • Kukulkan — Yucatán Maya (Classic–Postclassic, c. 250–1500 CE) — feathered serpent • Q’uq’umatz / Gucumatz — K’iche’ Maya highlands (Popol Vuh, recorded c. 1550s) — quetzal serpent, creator • Cipactli / Tlaltecuhtli — Aztec (recorded 16th century) — crocodilian earth monster split to make the world • Fuxi and Nüwa — China (art and texts from Han dynasty, c. 200 BCE–200 CE; myth older) — human-headed, serpent-bodied culture heroes • Nommo — Dogon, Mali (oral tradition written down in the 20th century) — amphibious creator beings; usually fish-like, not reptilian Thanks @grok
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1000 BC, end of giants: From JP Farrell, GENES, GIANTS, MONSTERS, AND MEN: "according to the Iroquois scholar David Cusick, the “northern giants, called Ronnongwetowanea, had harassed the early Iroquois in the past, but the giants all died out about twenty-five hundred winters before Columbus discovered America.”    Running these numbers (1492 - 2500 = 1008 B.C.) places the Native American account of the extinction of the giants and the end of the “age of giants” at very roughly the same period of time as biblical accounts of the Hebrew conquest of Canaan, in which giants were a specific target for extinction.    Other Iroquois tribes placed the death of the last giant at eight to ten generations prior to 1705,    again, in a time frame roughly consistent with other Native American traditions and broadly consistent with similar legends from the Middle East."
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From Jorjani’s Closer Encounters: ““Bigfoot” or Sasquatch, which are sighted in connection with UFOs, especially in these same locales where people slip through cracks caused by the construction of these hyperdimensional bases, are probably pre-human hominins slipping forwards in time to our epoch from a period millions of years in the past. The same might be true of a creature like the Loch Ness monster, since there are UFO bases under large lakes.” Though an interesting approach, the evidence suggests they are actually contemporaneous with unique paranormal abilities to cloak and stay out of sight of modern hairless humans
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Cassowary Men - Teleportation "I read a book called Vingt et un ans chez les Papous (Twenty-one years among the Papuans), written by Father André Dupeyrat, a French Catholic missionary who lived with Papuans in New Guinea. In this book he described his contact with the Cassowary Men, a sect of sorcerers who make astral voyages. Father Dupeyrat recounted amazing stories about a sorcerer friend of his who was able to disappear instantly in front of him, and traveling long distances over mountains and valleys, instantly reappear in a given village. Father Dupeyrat was of course incredulous until he went to the village and investigated. Indeed, the sorcerer had arrived in the village just as he had disappeared from Father Dupeyrat's sight. He wrote that these sorcerers are called Cassowary Men because anyone who witnesses their disappearance reports having the impression of the men flying away, riding a cassowary, a native ostrich-like bird with very large tail feathers. When I decided to go to New Guinea, I eventually met one of the sorcerers Father Dupeyrat had mentioned in his book, and thanks to him. And eventually the sorcerer did what I asked him to do. At night—they only fly at night—he disappeared in front of my eyes, accompanied by a strange noise that sounded like the wings of a large bird flapping, and I too thought I saw him riding a cassowary in the air, although I also felt a faint impression of feathers in my face." Douchan Gersi's Faces in the Smoke: An Eyewitness Experience of Voodoo, Shamanism, Psychic Healing, and Other Amazing Human Powers Mitsinari : twenty-one years among the Papuans by André Dupeyrat - hard to find
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follow up interview: "Steve Grey believed these abilities were just something that came naturally with training." youtube.com/watch?v=u-oZ1931…
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Livia Kohn also says these Taoist practices merely open oneself to have mystical experience, become more conducive to, but may take minimal time or need years youtu.be/Wbk5GrY0YkA?t=329&i…
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Livia Kohn: Mysticism according to early Daoist texts and practice: shift in awareness that is dropping ordinary ego concerns and being fully present with what is here — nature, music, another person, or even the sensation of warm water on your hands while washing dishes. (like Maslow’s peak experiences) Thich Nhat Hanh: dishes. In The Miracle of Mindfulness he writes that if you wash the dishes only to get to the tea afterward, you are not actually living during the dishwashing. When you wash the dishes, washing the dishes should be the most important thing in your life. You feel the water, the dish, the movement of your hands. That full presence is the practice. The same applies to walking, eating an orange, drinking tea, or brushing your teeth. Unlike the classic Western/Christian picture of mysticism: overwhelming, rare, exotic, “total otherness,” union with a personal God. (GM Wolf also often teaches this idea. Live in the moment. “The goal of meditation is meditation.” Tale of young monk apprentice absorbed in washing dishes selected to be new leader… The reason why children are more successful with psi, blindfold sight, telekinesis, etc, is possibly because they are living in the moment, playing happily, no worries. Jacobo Grinberg Zilberbaum found that children from stable happy homes had more success with extraocular vision that children from unstable homes. Likely due to inability to live in the moment because of anxiety etc Modern-day adults who are constantly checking their phones for news, social media, stock and BTC price fluctuations are not living in their moment, so have reduced ability to access the state of mysticism ) youtu.be/Ehb4Mu2t9qs?is=4yDW…
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The Thern of John Carter = the Nordics/ultraterrestrials/Elohim/Others/Tiamat-Ninurta-Marduk/Devas etc Hints at ancient cosmic war, a time when Mars had many oceans (like Joseph Farrell’s The Cosmic War) The Ninth Ray, a technology which the Thern utilize themselves but prevent humans from discovering = ZPE, Tom Bearden’s scalar, Nazi bell/glocke technology, “hyper dimensional physics”, Farrell calls paleophysics
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Kaparos custom conceptually is not very different from Grandmaster Xuan Kong (玄空) absorbing the qi lifeforce from a bull, incantation bowels, John Chang’s kris/dagger (Magus of Java), fu (符) talisman, kamea, holy relics… Though energy transfer direction is different in some of those examples Textual sources say kaparos originated in Sasanian-period transfer-of-evil folk magic May be a remnant of some ancient forgotten “hyperdimensional physics” like the I-ching, astrology, etc in Joseph P Farrell type thinking youtu.be/D37Qm84sCh0?is=TXz6… youtu.be/TB4-ItM6ODY?is=H1FX…
Rav Malkiel Kotler doing Kaparos.
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Joseph P Farrell suggests that the “weapons of mass destruction” was not a lie. The true intention was to seek in Iraq the ancient technologies (or descriptions of) of mass destruction of the ancient Cosmic War, that Saddam Hussein had archeological teams digging for youtu.be/HyKkH2nxqjs?t=4414&…
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Joseph P. Farrell’s Charles Fortian argument that patent law applies to humans (35:50) youtu.be/AvUuRUeRYs8?t=2213&… Farrell says: if the ancient “chimerical genetic engineering” account of human origins is true, then under the standards of U.S. patent law (which he says is broadly similar in other Western systems) a human being conceived as a hybrid product of intelligent design would appear to meet the classic requirements for patentability: • Originality — not a product of unaided nature. • Non-obviousness — the result of deliberate intelligence/consciousness rather than an obvious natural outcome. • Utility / specific function — according to the texts, created to serve as slaves/workers for the “gods.” • Reproducible process — genetic engineering is, by definition, a process that can be repeated. He then poses the legal question: if mankind as currently constituted is such a engineered chimeric creature, created expressly as property/slaves, who owns him? Not only “who owns the Earth,” but “who owns us, if anybody?” He extends the speculation: if the original “owner-creators” returned, how would existing law treat the claim? He links this to why “disclosure” of certain phenomena never quite happens in the way some expect.
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The Carnivore Diet: The Secret to Regaining Psi Abilities Wild Speculation: Before around 12,000 years ago, humans primarily followed a carnivorous diet and possessed advanced psi abilities, including telepathy, levitation, telekinesis, healing, and other "siddhis". Then came the Younger Dryas cataclysm, a dramatic climatic shift that disrupted civilizations and pushed most of humanity into a technologically primitive state. In the aftermath, advanced surviving human groups—which in various traditions/interpretations are described as "gods," Atlanteans, Anunnaki, Yahweh/Elohim, or breakaway civilizations— introduced agriculture to the remaining humans. Arguably, agriculture was not a genuine gift but actually a poisoned chalice, served to suppress the innate psi powers of humans. Skeletal evidence shows that early agricultural populations (10-12,000 before present) experienced a noticeable decline in average height—often several inches shorter than their hunter-gatherer predecessors—due to changes in nutrition. By analogy, when domesticated pigs are released into the wild: they quickly revert to a more robust, "feral" phenotype, growing tusks, thicker hair, and greater strength. Similarly, modern humans may represent a devolved version—shorter and less optimized—compared to our biologically intended carnivorous ancestors. We may be the direct descendants of ancient giants (Nephilim/Anakim), diminished only by straying from a meat-based diet. The mystery of what happened to the Giants may not be a disappearance, but a transformation: we are the giants, sharing their genes, in a different phenotypic form. Whitley Strieber explores this concept of lost psi abilities in his book The Fourth Mind (2025), where he writes how psi abilities were once natural to humanity but faded after the Younger Dryas. He explores various reasons as to why this change occurred. Diet may explain psi seen in children: Many nonspeaking autistic individuals, particularly children, have proven psi skills (e.g. Lidu Burgoin, youtube.com/watch?v=ccfft53f…). Neuropsychiatrist Diane Hennacy Powell, The ESP Enigma (2008) argues that actually all humans are born with latent psi potential, but we allow these skills to atrophy by neglect (or parental discouragement). Studies from China in the 1980s, referenced in Eric Davis's Defense Intelligence Reference Document (DIRD) (apps.dtic.mil/sti/pdfs/ADA42… pgs 56-57) on teleportation physics, showed that children exhibited strong psi abilities (including psychokinesis, teleportation) that typically peaked early and faded by ages 12–15. The reason the psi abilities fade is arguably attributable to eating plants and seeds. The neurotoxins from these ancestrally inappropriate foods build up over the first decade of life, causing weakening of psi by the early teen years. Modern nutritional research supports that brain/mental health comes from animal-based diets. Harvard psychiatrists Dr. Georgia Ede (Change Your Diet, Change Your Mind, 2024) and Dr. Chris Palmer (Brain Energy, 2022) have shown how ketogenic and carnivore approaches can dramatically improve or reverse even previously considered incurable conditions like schizophrenia and bipolar disorder by reducing metabolic inflammation and "brain fog." pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/3587… The voices in the minds of schizophrenic patients ceased once plant and grain toxins were replaced by animal fat and protein. Ben Bikman emphasizes that nutrient-dense animal foods support optimal brain health and size ("vegans have smaller brains" facebook.com/watch/?v=622314…). Proponents of related ideas, including plant toxins as the true cause of all so called "autoimmune" diseases, diabetes, obesity, etc, advocating for complete avoidance of eating any plant or grain, include physicians Anthony Chaffee and Ken Berry (numerous podcasts), carnivore diet purists. In the 1996 Varginha UFO case in Brazil, as detailed by Dr. Roger Leir in UFO Crash in Brazil (2005) a surgeon (Italo Venturelli?)—described receiving telepathic communication from the non-human alien being that modern humans indeed have the ability for telepathy and self-healing: "his race felt very sorry for the human beings for basically two reasons. The first is that all humans have the same potential and abilities to perform the very same things his race could do. Those things we find so marvelous and magical but humans did not know how to do them", abilities we generally are not aware of how to easily unlock. My hypothesis is that a plant- or grain-based diet during early childhood may suppress the development of latent human cognitive or “psi” capacities through metabolic and inflammatory mechanisms, acting as neurotoxins. I speculate that the agricultural transition following the Younger Dryas period may not have been purely adaptive, but instead functioned—possibly intentionally by the evil "gods" (Elohim/breakaway civilization/Annunaki etc)—to stunt the psi neurodevelopment of humanity. This malintent of the Elohim to suppress the psi of the rest of humanity is evident in their command, "Let no one be found among you who ... practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. Anyone who does these things is detestable to the LORD." (Deuteronomy 18:10-12). The "gods" did not want the post-Younger Dryas humans to practice remote viewing or clairvoyance etc lest they achieve parity. The gods feared that "If as one people ..have begun to do this, then nothing they plan to do will be impossible for them." (Genesis 11:6). The biblical gods themselves preferred meat: "The Lord looked with favor on Abel and his offering, but on Cain and his offering he did not look with favor" (Genesis 4:4–5), God accepted Abel's animal/meat offering but rejected Cain's plant offering. Meanwhile, the gods encourage man to eat plants, "Then God said, 'I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food...I give every green plant for food..(Genesis 1:29-30). Only many years later do the gods permit a mixed diet to include meats, "Everything that lives and moves about will be food for you. Just as I gave you the green plants, I now give you everything" (Genesis 9:1-4). However, mixed diets contain plant toxins. In this framework, agriculture could be seen as a system that shifted humanity away from an ancestral carnivorous metabolic state that supported heightened psi abilities. I speculate that we are the fallen giants. By embracing meat we may be able to revert to our psi enhanced phenotype and unlock the Fourth Mind. * (The gods were not all carnivore purists. Norse gods, Odin and Thor did enjoy mead honey wine, popular in Asgard and Valhalla. Sumerian gods did have a sweet tooth on occasion. Stefan Nowicki in Menu of the Gods. Mesopotamian Supernatural Powers and Their Nourishment, with Reference to Selected Literary Sources, describes gods of the Sumerian pantheon consuming cakes and alcohol. In Ramayana, the devas enjoyed the amrita nectar elixir.) @WhitleyStrieber @DrHennacy41125
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Ancient Indian Astronomy - Bhaty
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Human Levitation, Simon Harvey-Wilson 2005 pg 1 Levitation practitioner eats rice
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Zhineng Qigong (Dr Pang Ming) works by mechanism of heart-mind coherence of HeartMath Institute. Works best in groups with group coherence. The groups in China chanting and doing laqi 拉气 meditation rhythmic meditation are getting in coherence. 拉气 meditation is becoming in sync resonating with Earth magnetic field. (Perhaps yin and yang are relics of what ancient Atlantean/Lemurian scientists used for Earth-Solar EM field). Ming’s Huanyuan qi theory makes sense as well. Information, energy, and form. Has been articulated in various ways by different thinkers. Lynne McTaggart’s groups of eight success likely related as well However I still don’t understand why the Three Energy Centers qigong practice is considered to be so powerful. Ming considered it to be the most effective. youtu.be/0DTenxEzrp4?is=aGAG… Kan Sasaki healed his own severed spinal cord using this youtu.be/DsS6XlPlACs?is=j4C5… Essentially also Steve Grey tradition from Fook Yeung (Zhan Zhuang Power Secrets).
Intention changes DNA But only in state of “coherence”(HeartMath) -two things were required for the effect to work reliably: the person had to be in a coherent heart-rhythm state and hold a specific intention- McCraty, R., Atkinson, M., & Tomasino, D. (2003). Modulation of DNA conformation by heart-focused intention. HeartMath Research Center, Institute of HeartMath, Publication No. 03-008. youtu.be/oHqUnYOKhD4?is=N48H… heartmath.org/research/resea… Similarly heart can intuit future by several seconds during state of coherence Randomly selected emotional vs. calm pictures. • Heart-rate (HRV) traces for emotional vs. calm trials began to diverge about 4.75–4.8 seconds before the picture appeared. • They interpret the heart as receiving the information first, then sending a different afferent signal to the brain (~1.3–1.5 s later). • The design included a physiological-coherence condition. They report that when participants were already in a coherent heart-rhythm state, they were more attuned to that prestimulus heart signal. A later HeartMath study using a roulette / betting task found prestimulus HRV differences starting even earlier (on the order of 12–18 s before the outcome was shown), again using heart-rhythm measures. pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/article…
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If Benedikt Mauer is correct in his bioeletromagnetism “magnetic susceptibility” theory of developing psychokinetic skills then it may be that the qigong poses (e.g., three centers merge, horse stance, la-qi) may help build this body bioelectric charge. Focused intent directs the “electrons” to act in a particular way No magic, no spiritual woowoo youtu.be/GA66qfcUrMQ?is=Nsdi…
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Bannon-Jorjani (from BR Teitelbaum)
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41:55 all of your attention is on the outer world but what is your environment or outer world made of objects things places people and if you're rushing in that state to run from that predator um you're obsessing about time so when we're living in stress uh we are putting all of our attention our body and our environment and time and where you place your attention is where you place your energy and we become immersed into the illusion of three-dimensional reality because the stress hormones actually heighten our senses and we become materialists and so if our senses are heightened then now we're feeling more like matter and less like energy then in a sense my senses are heightened then i'm going to experience separation between everyone and everything so there's me here and there's you there and there's space and time between us and all of a sudden now if i'm going to create the dreams i want in my life the problem is if i'm going to create the matter to matter then i got to move my body through space to get what i want i got to go from one point of awareness to another point of awareness and as we move through space we experience time so yeah and then there's you here and then your dreams are some way somewhere in your future and you estimate how long it's going to take you to pay that house off or to pay that car off or to lose that weight or get healthy or whatever it is and we got to get up and from matter to matter we got to move through space and it takes time so then if we're creating from matter or matter and we only have a certain amount of resources and we're experiencing separation we force outcomes we control outcomes we fight for them we compete for them we manipulate them we cheat we lie we do whatever we can to get what we want because we're matter trying to change matter so the dysregulation that takes place in a nervous system if you're trying to control and predict everything in your life and you're shifting your attention to all these things every one of those objects people things places experiences is wired neurologically in your brain and the arousal causes the brain to start firing incoherently … = qi follows where focus is.
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