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hi, blooms. let me have my soft hours for a while, okay? sometimes i wonder... what if i never found bini in this lifetime? it's such a scary thought because i genuinely don't know where i'd be today without them. maybe i'd still be smiling, maybe not—but i know for sure my life wouldn't feel as colorful as it does now. they came into my life at the right time, and somehow, without even knowing me, they made everything a little easier to carry. i hope i get to see them as many times as i can because one day, these moments will only live in my memories. i know nothing lasts forever, but i don't think i'll ever be ready to let them go. the love i have for bini is something i can't fully put into words. they've saved me more times than they'll ever know. they've become my comfort, my home, and the reason i kept believing that tomorrow would be worth seeing. i hope one day i can tell them, "thank you for helping me survive." until then, i'll keep cheering, loving, and choosing them—every single time.

i love u pretty, u did very well ;)