/ i've had the alnst official artbook for like almost a year and i haven't really dug into it deeply LOL
but i remember i saw this one scene where ivan is hugging/comforting till after he got beat up. and it really shows more of the depth in their dynamic. 😭
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a muffled sound
comes out of
him when he
feels hand
tracing down
his spine . the
touch is gentle ,
but it leaves trails
of fire in its path .
when their lips
part for breath ,
he swallows ,
the taste on his
tongue drawing
him back for more .
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ivan’s eyes widen immediately, he can’t believe this is actually happening. sparks flying off in his mind before he reciprocates the kiss.
his own hand comes to rake through ashen tuffs before drifting to rest against his neck, holding him close.
despite what is said about
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hand snakes
down to slip
just under the
hem of pants ,
sighing into the
kiss as he easily
accesses without
warning . he's
fueled by his
temptations ,
desperate to
know where
this leads .
what doors
it'll open .
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it's been a while
since the last time
the two ended up
in the same bed .
seeing him up
close like this
makes him shy ,
face to face with
such handsome
features . he tried
to ignore the fact ,
but he can't deny
it anymore .
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eyes fall shut as
he lets his body
lean into the jock ,
hand sliding up
to caress under
his jaw experimentally .
this was his first
kiss , and it was
his first time
experiencing
something so
intimate .
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his mouth opens
and then closes ,
unsure if there
were any words
he could say .
after a beat of
silence , he rises
to his feet , pushing
the covers aside
so he can shuffle
his way inside .
“ i can't sleep
either ... so can
i share the bed
with you .ᐣ ”
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it's not that he
has an agenda
in mind or any
particular intentions ..
but his body
is naturally
drawn to the
other . and he
doesn't forget
the fact ivan was
the one that
confessed his
feelings today ..
so he feels like
this much is okay .
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