lisa⋆｡𖦹⭒

idfk i just want to die

when i feel like my life is lowk falling apart so its time to starve again

sad and pathetic 💯🔥

anytime i binge i cant fall asleep ugh its the worst

im jealous of my sister for having stomach problems.. this disorder is weird 😖

i hate everything about me - from how i look, to how i act. maybe if i fixed just one of those things id feel better

i miss my bender

my life has been going straight downhill and ive been coping by overeating instead of losing weight. i seriously need to switch. im not even able to purge because there are so many people in my house - too many than it should tbh

i think i need to stop “taking small steps” bc it ends up in me doing nothing. i need to jump straight into the deep end and stay there

fat & lazy im genuinely just a waste of oxygen

starting fresh or whatever cause thats what i love doing the most sometimes i wish i was still stupid enough to get excited for these types of things instead of knowing damn well im just gonna fail miserably at whatever objective i set for myself

havent been doing shit for the past few weeks only getting fatter and my to do list has been getting longer. the stress of knowing i will regret all of this later has made me a nervous wreck i really need to get my shit together

im so good at procrastinating i should take part in a contest or something