i feel like other fandoms are right, the people who make them distance themselves are the ones inside this fandom. honestly, i am so done with some of you. it's so tiring and draining to see what y'all are doing. at this point, i might leave this place one day.

joong created that bc coz he wants to update us about his life, random thoughts, and sharing what makes him happy. he felt peaceful and comfortable sharing those moments in his life with us. but what did you do? some of you forced him to delete his broadcast channel just because of y'all's patheticness. that bc is HIS. yes, we are all grieving and still can't accept what happened, but there's a time and place for that. at this point, even the space where he felt safe and comfortable has now become an uncomfortable place for him. can we just let them be and support them without invading their space to spout those words? can we? i'm so tired and done with seeing all of this, honestly.