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Rem is not always there. 
Every SB19 live concert means a lot to me because I know I have to wait another year to see them again. I’m not like others who get to see them whenever they want or have the chance to. I remember entering the gates, and I was already crying. I went there alone for the first time (it’s a story i’ve never told). I was observing everything, living every moment like it was the last. I was standing on the side most of the time, (during fanzone) talking with kuya guard, kuya janitor, and even lolos who were asking me what was going on or who SB19 is. This finale was the culmination of the trilogy, and I knew I couldn’t miss it. The universe knows how much I wanted to be there and it provided. I haven’t watched the videos I took because I’m scared I’ll get sad, hence I didn’t post anything that night. But Rem feels healed, knowing I fulfilled my promise. To everyone I met and the people I wasn’t able to see, thank you. I hope you understand. Just being there is enough for me.
Thank you, SB19. Back to being oohjcs online girlie. Give me time to rest, and we’ll hype again. Till next time. ✉️❤️‍🩹 @SB19Official