fifis!! ☃️

love hate vyvanse because i had to force down dinner for my exam tomorrow and now im not even at maintenance and feel like im gonna throw up

123.4 today after 2 days LMAOOOOOO

breaking up with mynetdiary im sticking to the wellness journal that was passed out on campus

weighed myself yesterday after a high carb day and i was genuinely 127 so basically 125 and ill never see that number again because my meds will make it impossible to binge anymore GAAAAAH I LOVE MY LIFE

vyvanse is genuinely the best ana magic pill wtf i have absolutely no desire to eat anything and even the thought of forcing myself to eat anything makes me feel ill. i walked 10K steps already today on nothing but 6 pieces of a california roll

when i got switched from focalin to vyvanse👀👀👀👀👀👀 so now im gonna be👀👀👀👀 bmi 2👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

i haven’t weighed myself in two weeks.

why are my cuts cleaner when i use my non dominant hand am i fucking stupid

i need to start carrying sharp objects in my backpack i want to relapse so fucking bad and i wont be home till like 5 pm

i need to lock the fuck in

what does it means if my cuts are welting and itching like crazy

why am i so ass at multiswiping i genuinely cannot aim to save my life

for once in my life i want to know what its like to be underweight.

wow i love adding more letters to my list of problems first adhd and mdd now probably rocd and mocd😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 how about you just fucking kill me

call this a cope but im starting to like my small boobs

why is relapsing on s/h genuinely the only thing that makes everything go quiet

fasting plans ruined cause i have an exam on thursday and as much as i hate my body i refuse to sacrifice my academics

36 hour fast attempt #2 tomorrow ready set go

i have no idea how much i weigh and im too scared to find out

just realized my BMR went down from 1,300 cal to 1,150 cal and thats why my “extreme” deficit of 800-900 isnt doing jack shit and causing me to maintain