I'd rather not get into too many details, but life is full of ups and downs. Unfortunately my downside is heavily related to coping with the constant mental battle of my auto immune disease. Running through all these different drugs and the amount of side effects associated is tough to sit on. Any little thing that happens in my body is a scary thing since I don't understand what's going on. Idk what the future holds for me with this condition so I want to make sure I live life to the fullest, spend time with family, experience things, and do it in a positive mental state. I feel as though stepping away from competitive gaming and focusing on myself and my health is necessary. It was a good run in apex, Thank you @Blinkzrr , @funFPS , and @yJely_ for keeping this bald mans dream alive <3