" . . . i want a brain that doesn’t hate me . . . “ • oldest twin to @LEPIDUSLOTUS •
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♡•. Gray Brooks .•♡
“ lemme try to find my last fuck . . . “
• ex-orphan
* moody bitch
• delinquent
* fandomless OC
• one of #SmolHunterAngel’s
bubs •
he sniffled softly as he gazed at him before looking forward. he wiped at his tears with a shaky sigh.
“…it’s okay. i’ve just been stressed a lot lately. between work, the band, my mental health as a whole…”
he lightly said with a soft sigh.
he had slowly calmed down after a few minutes, hiccuping softly to try and steady his breathing.
he had sat down on the sidewalk, sniffling before looking at him. he then shook his head a little.
he stepped outside with maddox, finally letting a heavy sob leave him. he covered his mouth, leaning against the wall and shutting his eyes tightly as he sobbed softly. everything that kept building up finally escaping him.
he blinked and looked at how maddox held onto his arm. he finally met his gaze, letting tears roll down his cheeks. he then finally nodded a little bit.
“okay…”
he softly replied. he sniffled lightly with a shaky sigh, wiping at his tears.
he lowered his hands from his face, meeting maddox’s gaze. he softly sighed, resting his hands on the countertop, lowering his head. he was quiet for a moment before speaking.
“…i’m getting closer and closer to a fucking meltdown…i…can’t do it anymore…i’m gonna lose it…” +
gray’s heterochromic eyes gazed back at maddox before sighing and nodding. “since i’ve started here.” he said, running a hand through his hair. he rubbed his face with his ringed hands. it was clear he was exhausted. he hadn’t gotten much sleep lately. he was +
+ working himself towards burnout. the only person who even remotely knew how much this was taking a toll on him was his twin brother. but that was it. not even his bandmates knew. he always put on a fake smile, acted like he was perfectly fine. but truly, he was just +
gray’s gaze stayed on maddox before drifting towards the empty glass. he nodded a bit, pushing himself upwards again. “alright.” he said, grabbing the glass, getting maddox another whiskey before setting it down in front of him. +
+ “you’re yelling in my ear- get the fuck outside!” gray snapped, shoving the guy out the door, watching as the other guy hurried outside to finish the fight. gray shut the door and shook his head. “jesus.” he grumbled.
for someone so short he definitely had a lot of +
“i don’t get off til midnight” he replied, glancing around a bit to make sure everything was fine before gazing back at maddox. his guard was definitely still up, and it was clear. +
// okay ladies, gents, and everyone in between! i’ve been tryna bite my tongue about this issue but tbh? i can’t anymore. SO, sit down, listen, and to those of you who are absolute angels, i love you and you don’t have to worry about this.
BUT. it has come to my attention +
// + i was actually liked here and i get to reconnect with people i used to write with and those people are the only reason i’m staying. patience is truly, HONESTLY, one of the best things you can have when picking up writing and if you can’t have that then oh man bro, +