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🩵: why are you making me cry again @.swasxwa
*she’s reacting to a letter that han sua wrote for her 🥺🩵
Han Sua’s letter:
“To Jimin, who asks me where I’m going every time I wake up
Jimin-ah, you’ve saved me so many times without even knowing it.
Do you remember that day? The day I cried as soon as you opened the door to my house. It’s strange, isn’t it? How come all the tears I tried to keep to myself with all my might just burst as soon as I saw you? I was flustered and crying, but you just hugged me without strength. Even the tons of jellies and beverages you painstakingly bought, you just threw them away like they were nothing. And what did you do after that, did you clean up the jellies that fell? Or did you take off the hairpiece that was on your head. Like usual, you smiled, and joked around like it was nothing, right? Jimin-ah, since then, I found out that people can endure things because of another person. When you watch dramas or movies, dialogues like that are common, right. ‘You saved me.’ ‘I got through it because of you.’, cliché dialogues like this. To be honest, I thought I was extremely weak. Like I said earlier, I thought I was being cliché, too.
But I was wrong. I was arrogant. I think that when we fall apart, the strength to stand up again comes from love. May it be from oneself, or from someone else. I must have thought that relying on someone meant embracing even the sense of loss felt from that person’s absence. While writing this, I’m sounding like a coward, so I’m feeling embarrassed.
Thank you! If it weren’t for you, I might be thinking until now, that getting through things alone is what it means to live bravely. The fact that you’re by my side may not make living easier every single time, but it can make me less afraid.
I wish I could be that kind of friend for you, too. Like having an item to make you feel more at ease as you live.
Though this may feel over-the-top to others for a friendship just over 1 year, isn’t love -(like that)- peculiar like that?
We always have fun until we get exhausted, right. I have a solid reason to believe that we’ll have that much fun until we become grandmothers. I wonder how my 60s or 70s with you will be? I imagined it just now, and I think it’ll be extremely fun. Let’s have fun until we become groovy grandmas!! I love you, Jimin-ah. Who knows, maybe love is all in friendship.
From Sua, who always enjoys waking you up after you fall asleep while we’re lying down together and watching a movie.
P.S. I missed you so so much, too.”
