my six eyes tell me you're suguru geto but my soul knows otherwise.

but why is there absolutely nothing behind me now?

and i can’t tell anyone who i really am. all the versions of myself i tried to bury.

it is holy to say any name three times， but i have stood in front of enough mirrors to know. no one is coming just because you ask for them.

i do not exist. there is nothing left.

i am still hurting and lying about it. there is no soft way to say that sometimes i forget to breathe.

i am not meant for casual. i was born for soul crushing devotion.

i know that you mean so well， but i am not a vessel for your good intent.

even if  i  sleep  in infinity, don't leave  my universe.

mom， why did you give birth to me?

unlucky me, who knows way too much. unlucky me, aware of the pain.

it's you， it's you， it's all for you， everything thing i do.

there is an ache in my heart that will linger until i see you again.

and i won’t stay very long, but you are the life i needed all along.

i wish i had monopoly over your mind. i wish i didn’t care all the time.

i’d slit my own throat just to see if you’d mourn me.

scary? my god， you're divine.

tell me you need me before you go.

i bare my teeth without meaning to. i apologize， for my love leaves scars.

ignore my terrifying claws and embrace me tenderly.

but i always knew that in the end， no one was coming to save me.