Maybe sometimes you get to the point where life is just stupid and nothing matters and like why? And the smart option is to just go away. When you realize you have no friends, no skills…it’s just silly to try.
Just let these rumors get more real. I haven’t believed in or or wanted to work on a show again this badly in a very long time. Gah.
Feeling pretty rubbish at life, and kind of over it. I need a job, or perhaps a passport. Because I’m done.
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Im kinda mad that daylight savings is gone because this is my sleepy time of year and I could really use that extra hour rn.
i can't breathe, i can't sleep, and i'm vibrating in a way i haven't since march of 2020. i do not like this.
when your entire jobs revolves around not getting the 'COVID",, and you mask literally everywhere, inside, outside, ask anyone, and you totally thought you made it through, but then. It happens. You feel guilty and horrible forever. Everything sucks, and nothing's okay.
when a day off is everything BUT a day off because it's spent working, because last minute cast changes and rehearsals Is it next Monday yet?
I can’t. I just…gaslighting me on things that aren’t my job after squashing me down for months. You don’t go here anymore, girl. Maybe i just quit.
I want to come into money, move to a house on a lake, and live in isolation. I'm clearly not made for this life, and I don't have much steam left in me. I'm exhausted, unsupported, and totally over all of the life things.
how is it that in these times making dinner plans makes me...like, giddy? I get to have dinner with a friend, and I I actually like Wednesdays for the first time. I hate Wednesdays.
living in a world, where one is simply working for the next day off, alone...is extremely exhausting.
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Tried to explain the war to my 8 year old. He got very sad and then with tears, frustrated eyes he uttered:
“Putin is a TWAT.”
I don’t condone this language but I stand by the spirit of the message.
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I got the only and best gift/unknown wish i could have gotten yesterday--the affirmation from a colleague whom I adore ...that things in my dpt *aren't* normal anymore, and maybe I'm not actually crazy.
i miss physical, in person friendships. i miss gossiping and playing word games with someone next to me.
i freaking hate still feeling so isolated.
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If your friends aren’t themselves right now, if you aren’t yourself right now, try to remember that we are coming out of a very traumatic year filled with grief, death, endless crisis, isolation, and financial hardship. It’s okay to go slow. It takes time.
As much as I love Christmas movie marathons (and boy, do I), Rizzoli & Isles marathons are back on Lifetime, and all is right in the world.
