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Zeulenroda-Triebes
Joined August 2023
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ะžั€ะฐะบัƒะป ะะธะบะพะปะตั‚ั‚ั‹ ะงะตะบะบะพะปะธ : ั€ะฐะทะฑะพั€ ะฒัะตั… ะบะฐั€ั‚. ะ’ะธะดะตะพ ัƒะถะต ะดะพัั‚ัƒะฟะฝะพ ะฝะฐ YouTube youtu.be/z13_ajla9-k?is=pwlHโ€ฆ
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Dopamine pit. Or why I'm bored. I danced in a striptease. I starred in porn. Every night was a blow. Alcohol, drugs, men who look through you. Money that smells like someone else's loneliness. And I hated it. But you know what's the worst? Sometimes I miss it. ๐Ÿ”ฝ
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If you also got out of something that ate you from the inside, and now you feel this freshness, you are not alone. That doesn't mean you have to go back. This means that the brain is being rebuilt. Slowly. It hurts. But it's a legal way. I choose the legal one. What about you?
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But I remember how it ended. Overdoses. Switching off. The days when I couldn't get out of bed. And the way I looked at myself in the mirror and didn't recognise it. So yes, I miss the spiciness. But I don't miss myself.
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But it will pass." I'm waiting. And I'm angry. Because I did everything to get out of this shit, and it still pulls me back. Not into striptease. Not in porn. And that feeling when you're on the edge and it seems to you that it's real life now.
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