a part of me still misses you, but please don't ever talk to me again unless you're back to the person i knew because i’m afraid that would kill me more than your silence. sometimes the painful part isn't the cheating or leaving, it's that you stayed but not in the way i needed.
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tapi yaa... menurut gua, tiba-tiba ngilang itu bukan closure. it's just a lack of saying goodbye. emang susah buat jujur, emang gak nyaman buat ngomong hal yg nyakitin, but choosing to disappear is still a choice. dan sayangnya, yang ditinggalkan sering kali-
it’s already two months, three events, and… nothing. bahkan rasanya kaya udah berbulan bulan sendirian. bingung. sekedar mau bahas aja udah ga ada tenaga duluan. gatau mulai dari mana dan harus gimana. udah berusaha “bangun” lagi, tapi responnya juga gitu doang.
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