it feels so weird trying to get back into being online again after isolating myself for a few years and existing mostly in a bubble with friends, my social anxiety is skyrocketing every time I want to do more than leave a like on someone's post, but
I do want to engage with fandoms I'm in, I want to be a part of them, want to post art I made and not be afraid to interact with people, but everything feels so overwhelming and my depression keeps shutting my whole body down that I don't even know if it's all worth it
