suze

A mans touch can sometimes be the most beautiful thing when your an unloved dog

I am so lonely

Its not even about being skinny anymore, but all this pain has to mean something .

i have no god i have no familyi have no dignity i have no talent or passion or skill or will or good things about me. there is not one moral thing i cling onto. i betrayed all my friends and lied to them all for a man who has left me in a month. i pushed away my family. i hate me

i dont talk to any of my family anymore, im trying to make them hate me as much as they can so they wont care when i fuck out of their life by death or by moving out.

im undeserving of any kind of pity or love or sympathy. ive dirtied myself. i gave up my body for short term meaningless pleasure and i wasnt even the one who got pleasured. he didnt compliment me ever i just did it all in hopes that he would say something nice about me

i havent taken my potassium medicine im gonna die my hearts been hurting all die

if u dont think ur pretty now u never will its over for me

getting face fked bc u seek male validation is the most degrading thing ever. he didnt even like my face just the fact that was i such an obedient dog who skd him off whenever and wherever

he didnt call me my name ever just so i wouldnt get attached to him romantically. but i sucked his dick and pleasured him everytime he wanted bc im an attention wh0re

i felt like a woman for the first time in my life and now the man who made me feel that way has thrown me in the bin and ill never see him again

i met a boy, we met and a few days after he said he was not tryna lead me on bc he wasnt ready to commit. The next meet i had my first kiss w him and gave head all within one fucking hour, and hes being meeting me randomly for me to give him head. Its ended. Im 2 weeks ghosted

i miss being happy