if i can’t be happy i can at least be beautiful

scrolling through r/bpdlovedones to remind myself that i shall not want (love) (because i do not deserve it)

so true

i wouldn’t mind being a housewife / homemaker as long as i have time for my evil experiments and research

i need it SO BADDDD i made a little fancast a few years back

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT’S OKAY

not you girl wtf LMAO the “virgin”

dumb ass bitch 😭😭😭😭😭😭

would’ve been the perfect dorian, if only it were still 2017

robert eggers please adapt the picture of dorian gray and you will be reincarnated as a lotus flower

i heard vinted is better at preventing things like this

i’m pretty sure he has vocally declared his love for matcha and pumpkin spice lattes

exactly this

i think she enjoys the attention and respect she gets out of being a mother more than the actual act being a mother. i don’t think it’s what she ever wanted. it’s okay; i’ve learned to live without her and she’s learned to live without me

she gets a lot of comments from people i’ve never met, probably her friends or my stepdad’s relatives. i wonder if they ask why i’m never around. “where is your missing daughter? why have we never met her?” i don’t think she’d tell them the truth anyways

the photos are usually old, because she never reaches out for updates. we’re almost never in any photos together, because we are never together. that doesn’t stop her from posting me on every anniversary and every holiday. it makes me feel sad and strange

my mom posts photos of me on facebook as if she is at all involved in my life

another one lost to Big Pill

the next time i hear someone doom about ssri usage and how it’s bad for “reasons” i’m going to kill myself in front of them and see how that changes their perception of mental health