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bought my wedding dress in a smaller size as weight loss motivation i definitely can’t afford a second one and store’s return policy isn’t that flexible, so this one has to work

I GOT A DISCOUNT FOR $600 BRAND NEW FROM THE SHOP !! everything works out for me 🧘🏻‍♀️

i fell in love with a wedding dress but it’s $1,200 and i haven’t been able to find it resale anywhere :/ after searching for days, i found one single posting for a size zero XS 😭

starving ravenous but i staying under my cal limit

nervous about cal deficit for halloween weekend bc we’re making it a whole week trip

i haven’t eaten bc i’ve been grinding out this wedding website and bridesmaid dress and bachelorette plans

wedding planning is the forbidden diet plan. i am unstoppable

went to haunted houses with my friends !! i actually ended up having so much fun :)

finally managed to get the barebells pumpkin spice flavor and it was so bad. all that build up over nothing

i keep buying avocados but they either don’t ripen or go bad randomly :/

considering getting one bc of the fall vibes but idk if the cals are worth it or not :/

do pumpkin spice lattes give skinny or fat energy?

i’ve been delivering food to make extra money and something about seeing how much money people spend on fast food and being around so much of it makes my appetite go down

sorry for being inactive, was busy panicking over how my wedding is going to get paid for bc we already signed the contract

um, why do these have different cals?? i just grabbed them at the store without noticing. they have the same exact ingredients / 173 g portion size ??

got my blood drawn to test for pcos / pmos :0

yeah no, body dysmorphia is crazy. i wasn’t even close to weight or size limit

eating 1,200 cals daily and the scale hasn’t moved a single lb :/ manifesting it’s water weight and not me fvcking up my metabolism from years of dieting

i’m going to six flǎgs tomorrow and i’m paranoid about weight limits. i have a huge fear of being told i’m too big to get on a ride bc i’ve seen it happen to other ppl a couple of times

i’m planning my wedding for next year and i need to lose weight for my dress asap also i am sad bc my mom / family said they might not come bc homophobic religion