⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡ ⋆ Nerdy loser fαg semi-recovering from αnorexiα 🪳☕️ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 〚 minors + fatphobes DNF! 〛〚 main @gaylarva ! 〛⚠︎
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Life update. My stress has been so intense lately that I’m getting severe intrusive thoughts for the first time in many years
for the first time probably ever in my life I’m so stressed that food is completely absent from my mind and I’m forgetting to eat
Hey I’m alright. Just struggling financially right now so I’ve been stressed as hell and busy. Everything looks and feels good but I think I have to wear the binder for 2 more weeks. I’m taking it off at night tho now
if any moots are in toronto / live under an hour in transit to the city and wanna look for an apartment together hmu I won’t judge your kitchen or bathroom habits if you won’t judge mine
Idek who this is about but this made my heart sink bro. I pace and walk obsessively and it’s extremely stressful. Not to mention the physical pain. I would walk 40,000 steps all winter to avoid eating with my parents. Lied to people just to walk. The whole time I hated myself
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It’s an addiction just as strong as pills and alcohol were for me. I would be sobbing walking through the city alone, knowing my loved ones are all happily enjoying a hot homemade meal while I did this to myself
Nobody told me that when you’re relatively thin and don’t have breasts you can SEE your heartbeat in your chest. Wtf
1. I don’t really know to be honest. I don’t want to recover so it’s complicated. Everyone is always very nice to me I dont mind when people push me toward health/safety
2. Oh thank you! I don’t know him but I can see it
3. Yay twins!
omg I’m doing the same with swelling above my binder right now LOL if the swelling/fluid gets REALLY pronounced on one side I’d definitely call my surgeon but otherwise it’s apparently fine 😭 idk how much swelling is too much
Fucking being forced to recover while also needing to be shirtless around people helping me right now is actual agony. Don’t fucking look at me I’m so huge. Can’t even enjoy my surgery results because I just see how fat I’ve gotten this is misery
My pits make me SO ANXIOUS but I’m trusting my surgeon’s word that it’s all swelling and compression 🙌 he said my healing is reeeeally good for one week too
I wish I could make shakshuka every single morning it’s like the pinnacle of safe foods and so nutritious but I think I would be regurgitating tomato all day long LOL can IBS snd GERD stop ruining everything
Just had to shame some idiot on Reddit for asking for purging tips, had to report some of the comments. Do these people have any thoughts of how their actions impact other people or what man