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Replying to @naivemoon
i saw you come in a dream and spent the entire next day in a daydream about july
i don’t know where you are. strangers backs look like you in the grocery store. then again, everything looks like you these days. i want to send you article links and memes. you sleep next to me at night, while i write letters begging for You back.
google searches lately: how to stop being so hard on the people i love most. how to be softer. is there a way out. opisthoteuthis californiana. [your name] tinder. can mail polish seep into your fingers.
old friends are posting about having babies and getting married. im just happy to be getting out of bed, that my clothes are put away, that i smell like soap, that my ceilings are high enough
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someone asked why i still love you and i said how can you still sing songs you haven't heard in years
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Replying to @naivemoon
we watched the spot fires
in the desert.
sometimes we drove all night,
and I'd wake up
in another place.
downtown lights
blur in the greasy window.
the road has arms, gentle,
rocking me,
while my parents
talked in the front.
im over being anything but soft. i miss you. i love you. you hurt me. that broke me. you don’t deserve this. i don’t deserve that. i can’t finish a lot of the things i desperately need to say because they hurt so badly. im so soft for you.
dissossociation is sitting in the backseat of a car when you’re sixteen screaming to a song with friends and then suddenly opening your eyes to the apartment you live in at twenty-two
laying on the couch in the living room with your parents watching sitcoms and doing multiplication practice during the commercial, awaking to afternoon walks after working from home for eight hours.
same old summer nostalgia washing over me this morning. it didn’t even provide a sweet dream of you, but a constant ringing in my chest knowing i had something worth wishing to recreate.
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You living paycheck to paycheck or one emergency away from struggling just like the rest of us and you MAD that other ppl in other industries are demanding better rights and pay???






