⋆⁺⁀༄⋆❅. anhedonia 𓆩¿𓆪

⋆⁺⁀༄⋆. you come around here just to watch me writhe.. unpinning at a healthy bmi (64.7kg) • mars, he/him 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏳️‍⚧️ • chemistry major, nutrition nerd • steporexic ortho • disordered and ocd ramblings • 18+ minors will be blocked • I don't tolerate bigotry, be nice <3

guys my tomato was bad and gave me the ick,, tomato era might be over... 😔

[smacks head] this system can fit so much disorder in it

i have meal prep with me but i want a treat. bagel when i get home perhaps

never again i am so hungry now

had a cup of bone broth for breakfast 💀

my chest bones catch the light now and my ribs are visible. thighs are still huge tho.

want bagel..

numbers. i eat in a 1k deficit, study more than i sleep, and still feel like i'm not doing enough 🫠

optimisation ocd is gonna be the death of me i think.

"it's not even healthy though you're obsessed" hey what does the 'o' in 'ocd' stand for quick-

cooking my rice in bone broth this is gonna taste so good-

feeling guilty for this it's so over bro.

still no mafu7 at this point my next event will be my funeral 💀

i need to eat before labs that was a disaster.

having a lab on the 3rd floor after hitting legs is brutal

the tomatoes i bought on sunday, washed and refrigerated, have gone moldy. i'll need to pick up more after college tomorrow.

meal prepped for tomorrow, got a 3hr lab then a 3hr lecture.

setting my alarm for 5:55am even tho i get the 7:40am bus bc, idk. brain told me to.