well he said there something there but i need to redo an exam thats outdated and i need another thing.... fuuuck 😩
now lets just hope this time with the latest exams that i finally get a diagnosis on what is going on with my eyes.....
i hate going out in a rush and just the thought of being late to something makes me anxious af... i got here with spare time and i knew i was on time too but i just couldnt get off the feeling i was gonna fucking die for being late to this 😅
was running late to take the train for the appointment so i had to grab my old reliable.... but now they are gonna think im performative af for going around with my board as an old fuck 🤣
today when i was in the bus, a woman put her small and cute boney hand in front of me, i felt like a creep looking at it 😂
i wonder how my twitch recap is gonna look this year, considering i have been watching less and less streams, and also my normal sleep schedule... is this the year that i dont have 366 days watched...
since i was a teen, all i ever wanted was a simple and uneventful life, just spend my days doing what i liked in my own little corner, and for the most part of the past decade as an adult i did... even if i havent been the happiest guy i still been doing what i wanted.. but -
but who knows, im still in the middle of it without a diagnosis, maybe things will get better and millions will smile, hopefully
this shit happening after i was just recovering from what i can only call depression wasnt very nice tho 🖕🤣🖕
