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have you ever considered killing yourself? if so, you are not the first, nor the last you may wrongly believe that it is the most logical and objectively correct path given your current circumstances, which is understandable, but as i stated, wrong you may also think that your worth is low, and because of that, you consider taking your life to cease your own suffering and stop consuming the resources you do not deserve. but that too, is also wrong you might be in a position of extreme stress, anxiety, loneliness, pain, boredom and/or other states of physical or mental agony. however, that is merely temporary, and as all humans are extremely adaptive, you will most probably grow accustomed to it or overcome it, and realize how foolish you were to ever think of such a selfish and cowardly thing as suicide several times, i have considered that life was too retarded, irrational, illogical, boring, dull and monotonous. it still is to me nevertheless, i know im not alone even if i wished to be alone. i have more friends and family members than i would like, and i cannot selfishly open the gate to the realm of the dead by force. i am not God. if i am still alive, it may be because i allow myself to live another day (or so i wish to believe), but in reality, other people expect me to be alive. God expects me to be alive for another day so if hard times cloud your judgment, pray to be stronger to overcome that hardship, and clear your mind or you can simply choose to disconnect yourself from the system that gives you those difficult times, and indulge yourself in a short (or long) break the choice is yours, and you have time to think if you dont know how to make a choice or think, i will teach you: put your phone away, look away from your monitor, go outside, walk (or run), let the blood flow, and sit down to rest. now that you have no distractions and your blood is flowing properly in your whole body, use the time you are resting to hear your own thoughts, and engage in deep introspection

i wonder who i should draw next

1 corinthians 13:1-3

it's time i show the sfc why i really joined the army

gn

this is why i sleep naked

my wife's mindset

mein Gott