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wannabe librarian, musician, mechanical engineer, marine biologist— well, you get the gist.

Joined February 2019
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my eternal love in this life is art: music, films, novels, poetry, paintings. it’s all so enchanting.
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so back to investing for retirement, working out for sustainable body function, spending money on lasting pieces instead of temporary numbing, developing photos for an album— bc maybe we will have a future. maybe longevity is a possibility. thank you, blue, for renewed hope <3
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he probably replaced me with another amazing woman, who will probably be hurt by him— but i replaced him with a better, smarter, stronger, hotter, more discerned version of me
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tx being blue is so cunt. legendary
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i was really abt to give up on y’all but <3
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I HAVE HOPE
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the avoidant discard girl became an alcoholic </3
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i hate myself for what was done to me, and it’s not logical because it wasn’t my fault, but that’s what lives here now and i don’t know how to change it. i don’t know how to live with it anymore. it ruins something, forever.
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it’s been a triggering week. i think, so maybe I’ll stick it out. But I don’t want to be here anymore… the torture has been over but im still suffering. Idk. living is hard.
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love can be beautiful and earth shattering— but it’s never real, for me. what it does is, it creates a black hole that sucks up everything— every rape, every heartache, every time i was told i was too much from my parents— and it makes it disappear for a moment. -
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unfortunately i am never enough and it’s ended by them, and i have to live with the spit up, plus their leaving. so i opt out. it’s just not for me, apparently. maybe, i’ll pour it into my art.
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i accept it in theory, let me accept it at heart
If im meant to be alone, take away my desire to be loved.
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my crime was loving him, and my punishment is discard and silence. i hate it here.
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i think the people that demand to be looked in the eye while cheers-ing are psychopaths
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i just wish you would’ve been honest… i can respect that through the sadness and accept it. but ur a coward and that’s pathetic, and i had to be sad anyways.
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i feel like my family has a gc like “this bitch off her rocker again…” aHHHH anyways hbd zendaya <3
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the one in love loses
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i was born sad and i live to die
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where are the real lovers, dude— what tHE FUCK
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all circuits are busy, goodbye
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people can be mistakes, too.
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it’s amazing how in film and novel we see maze runners and hunger game tributes, and we’re on the side of the oppressed, but in reality you all vote for a f_sc_st
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