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Today is Day 2 of exposing my bullies. This foid is the origin of my Black Pilling. In middle school she collaborated with a number of her simps in middle school to humiliate me in front of an entire class. She jokingly began to refer to my as "her boyfriend" while jer friends laughed and said "ewww" over and over. She knew I wasn't in her league and used me as an easy target. It culminated in her nickname for me catching on and the whole class pelting me with papers as I sat in the middle with my head down and our teacher could not care less. The humiliation continued until the end of the school year. It is at this point that I completely retreated from reality and began to escape to a world inside me head where my classmates never existed. She never apologized, no one ever apologized were never disciplined for anything. Once the year ended she went on as usual and I haven't made a friend in the 16 years since. She taught me that women don't care about nice guys if they're too meek, harmless, and ugly. Just because you have nothing to offer them doesn't mean they will let you keep your inner peace. Good things don't happen to good people. God doesn't love everyone.