Apart from the man I risked my life and everything to make a father naming me malaaya and all sorts of names, the things I have seen,heard and gone through ever since the day I gave birth are really horrible and I wouldn't wish any woman to ever face even half of it. One day I will have the strength to narrate my side of the story. For now the judges can judge and namers can continue to name me and my son whatever they like. I'm only having strength to keep sane, fight postpartum depression and double all the love and care to my amazing son. My friends and family know me as a very strong person but they do not know that most of my nights are full of tears, pain, emptiness and regrets but I love my sweet boy coz I could get this C section scar over and over again just be his mother. Bye fam❤️