@ratthands

:✧: full time girl kisser and student athlete ed haver :✧:
Joined November 2020
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✧: pinned ! ↳ mabel (she/they) ↳ 21 ↳ edtwt, though most posts don’t necessarily pertain to my ed ↳ have been in and out of recovery ✧ DNF: -phobic, anti-recov, “problematic” (and proud) ↳ i am ok with -16 following me but i won’t follow back
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1 year ago today, to the minute, i asked my ex girlfriend out
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my childhood dog died and i feel stupid asking people to care but she was almost 15 what am i supposed to do without her? i wasn’t even home. i didn’t get a chance to go home to say goodbye
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time for my like bimonthly check in i’m alive and my ex is pissing me off again. in other news, florals for spring
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attaching myself to loverboy characters as if i’m not slowly turning into their cynical counterparts
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i’m not beating a dead horse if the horse is handing me the bat
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first person to like my instagram post about my new hair btw. less than a minute after i posted it
↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿@ratthandsJul 24
Replying to @ratthands
mind you, SHE dumped ME
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i posted that starfire would also be a cool costume with this hair and she responded the SAME THING im not beating a dead horse if the horse keeps trying to stand up
↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿@ratthandsJul 24
my life is not fucking real bro why did i post on my main saying that my new hair (dyed it red) would be good for a poison ivy halloween costume but i would wanna dress up with someone being harley quinn and my ex girlfriend responded and like man it’s a couples costume what
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mind you, SHE dumped ME
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oh also my hair is like, wine red now. it was supposed to be more cherry cola but the color didn’t take how we wanted it to so i’m gonna try again once this fades
↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿@ratthandsJul 24
my life is not fucking real bro why did i post on my main saying that my new hair (dyed it red) would be good for a poison ivy halloween costume but i would wanna dress up with someone being harley quinn and my ex girlfriend responded and like man it’s a couples costume what
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my life is not fucking real bro why did i post on my main saying that my new hair (dyed it red) would be good for a poison ivy halloween costume but i would wanna dress up with someone being harley quinn and my ex girlfriend responded and like man it’s a couples costume what
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we’re still friends still close but i’m not doing a couples costume with my ex girlfriend this is like when she dumped me and i’m the one who had to say hey maybe we should chance our matching profile pictures. what am i doing here mannnn
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trying to start thinking of halloween costume ideas because i always start planning early and all of my ideas from my list are blonde which im not anymore so im thinking of going all in and crocheting this whole fit
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adding another affirmation onto this: “i am a reasonable person capable of coping with plans changing at the last minute due to factors outside of my control” because my friends were supposed to be at my place an hour ago and they won’t be here for another hour
↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿@ratthandsJul 3
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my mantra upon reading my real life group chats is “i will not call anyone stupid today. if i start to get annoyed or feel myself start to be mean, i will remove myself from the conversation and allow it to pass by”
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i will not yell at my friends when they get here even if they are 2 hours late
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being the only lesbian most of my friends know is. such an experience
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it’s so crazy how casually some people who are recovered from EDs will say the most triggering shit for literally no reason
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i feel like an undercover agent whenever it happens cause the only people who knew i’m not friends with anymore but it also makes it awkward to try to be like hey can you stop saying stuff like that cause it makes me actively worse so i guess ill suffer
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↳ mabel 🎧🪻💿 retweeted
Nem@NemzsiJul 2
idk how people believe that going no contact will make you forget them like i could go 4 years and still think about them if they don’t straight up tell me they hate me
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sometimes i read things my friends say and i have to physically put down my phone and remind myself that i am an understanding and patient person
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my mantra upon reading my real life group chats is “i will not call anyone stupid today. if i start to get annoyed or feel myself start to be mean, i will remove myself from the conversation and allow it to pass by”
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