EJ

pls excuse my drunken tweets.

i never use this app anymore and i’m gonna be honest the only reason i ever did was to talk to my ex. i have no reason to use it anymore. maybe i’ll be back maybe i won’t 🤷🏽‍♀️love ya all forever. bye.

found the sushi making kit my ex and i bought together while my new roommate and i were cleaning shit and i had to wait about an hour before going in my room to cry over the memory of us buying it together.

sometimes i think i’m about to finally have a night without crying about my ex, then one note of a song will play…

wish i could tell my younger self that the lead singer of suicide silence in my dm’s rn

a two hour long album?!!?! while i’m taking a flight from la to chicago?! while still in love with my ex who has me blocked on everything?! after living w her for a year after the breakup?! right when i end things w my situationship for good?! you will not be hearing from me✌🏽

i fucking hate airpods. bring back the OG’s.

the way i am unavoidably attracted to my boss should be studied it’s so insane. i physically can’t stop myself from just looking at her sometimes.

it’s the first of the month and i’m blocked on everything. one day maybe i’ll write a novel or a song about all this.

in my heart i know cate blanchett and sandra bullock have made sweet sweet love together

forgot to eat again

i hate that no matter how much i pray it’ll never be 2010 again

finally unfollowed this older woman i use to hookup with bc all she posts is shit about stocks and overly edited close up selfies.

in my head you’ve already proposed to her, your family likes her more than me, in my head you tell her all the things she does right that i did wrong. in my head she’s already planning your one year anniversary and decorating your apartment…in my head…

i’m at a point where i’ve been sad for so long, that i’m tired of crying and screaming and begging the universe. so i’m just numb. i don’t have much of a personality or a drive. this is who i am now i think. i’m just a sad person.

yo reeses pieces are so good

girly wrote this album for me i just know it.

my poor neighbors thought i was over blasting taylor swift but really i was taking a 3 month break being at the absolute lowest point in my life where i couldn’t listen to any music at all or id cry or scream🙃i guess i’m back to regular miserable so the taylor will continue 😅

everyday, every second it hurts. still. i’ve never known pain like this.

i look at couples in love and think “when is it my turn again” meanwhile i have someone that wants to give me everything and i just can’t do it.

maybe if i was an la hot girl that spoke spanish and wore shein outfits and went to Holiday bar, you’d love me and we’d be together and i wouldn’t be riding my bike home from the bar after almost drinking myself to death