Ruby

"Still, today was a happy day because I got to spend it together with Hyewon. Because Rachel is back. I really have a hard time when Belle isn't around. I need Belle with me. I haven't really expressed it—ah, actually, I have expressed it to Belle. But when Belle isn't there, it feels like I'm missing my right arm. Like I'm missing my other half. There's no one there who can enjoy my sense of humor with me, so it just isn't fun. So I kept texting Hyewon, 'No fun, no fun. It's not fun without you.' That's right. She is my bestie. My strong bestie. Recently, IU sunbaenim released a song called 'SoulMate'. I actually thought about Belle a lot while listening to the song and watching the music video, but I was too shy to tell her. It just feels kind of cringey to talk about it, you know? Like… I don't know. I just thought, 'If she listened to it and thought the same way, then she would've felt it,' so I didn't say anything."