How the escort looks at me after I tell her she can go home after I finished masturbating in the bathroom.
It is so strange to think about this period in my life where I dated multiple women who were so alien to me, so unlike myself. The lot of them were self-centered and cruel at heart, not truly knowing love, nor earnestly attempting it.
I went on three dates with three separate women this month.
First Date: Mentally ill
Second Date: Obsessively ranted about Lindsay Clancy
Third Date: Wonderful, then ghosted me
"It is necessary that I maintain a constant erection and appear unclothed during this process, lest my artistic vision be impeded."
