it’s so funny how I have created this account and was going to post more sh pics/ arts but I still barely post here
I’m way too lazy n tired to post/ I still super used to keep everything to myself. Even tho I do sh everyday and I don’t rant to anyone about my problems
I just wanna be honest for one time. Here only
I’m so fucking exhausted. I’m never good. I wanted to kill myself a lot but I can’t. Stop asking me hru/ r u good. I would only answer u im good! bc whats the point of telling ppl about im not doing good😭😭 pmo tbh
Let’s just say if my family arent alive/ exist I would have killed myself for long time ago lol
It sucks to feel depressed everyfuckingday but noone actually knows a darn thing about me. I heard how people always praise me for being so perfect. But I’m lwk actually messedup asf
To me doing sh was never meant to get anyone's attentions. Instead it's just how I satisfy myself? I'm just born to fucking hate myself a lot but I'm not killing myself because I still want to earn$ and take care of my family. I wanna be a responsible person
Another reason is bc I gen don’t think people would gaf about me lol people just tend to mind their own business and focus on their lives or fixing their own shit. It’s not like I want to keep everything to myself but why even bother lol
non of my sh r suicide attempts I just like hurting myself a lot. I like seeing myself to bleed outof da shit. it’s my only way to cope w my negative emotions. And I don’t talk about my problems w anyone





