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⚠️ vent/ sh!! gores!! | 21↑ | I talk to myself here & I don’t put tags idgaf

Joined October 2026
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已經控制力度了( 其實傷口也割得很淺 問題就是這星期五要回香港。 真的不想給任何人見到 尤其是家人 快點好起來。。 我盡量忍忍不割吧 真的很難受。。
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割腿部也很難受 我更不會割手腕了 之後又要跟別人出Cosplay 然後香港天氣有特別熱 我不想給別人看到我的傷疤 好煩哦 我就靠畫畫去發洩情緒好了 努力撐過去就好了。
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me in another life
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it’s so funny how I have created this account and was going to post more sh pics/ arts but I still barely post here I’m way too lazy n tired to post/ I still super used to keep everything to myself. Even tho I do sh everyday and I don’t rant to anyone about my problems
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I don’t need people to respond/ comfort me. I’m independent and mentally strong. And I hate people asking me about my problems. I can deal w them on my own. I just needed ppl to know that Ive honestly been shit/ never been good. Thats all u need to know xiexie
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I just wanna be honest for one time. Here only I’m so fucking exhausted. I’m never good. I wanted to kill myself a lot but I can’t. Stop asking me hru/ r u good. I would only answer u im good! bc whats the point of telling ppl about im not doing good😭😭 pmo tbh
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Let’s just say if my family arent alive/ exist I would have killed myself for long time ago lol It sucks to feel depressed everyfuckingday but noone actually knows a darn thing about me. I heard how people always praise me for being so perfect. But I’m lwk actually messedup asf
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To me doing sh was never meant to get anyone's attentions. Instead it's just how I satisfy myself? I'm just born to fucking hate myself a lot but I'm not killing myself because I still want to earn$ and take care of my family. I wanna be a responsible person
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Another reason is bc I gen don’t think people would gaf about me lol people just tend to mind their own business and focus on their lives or fixing their own shit. It’s not like I want to keep everything to myself but why even bother lol
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non of my sh r suicide attempts I just like hurting myself a lot. I like seeing myself to bleed outof da shit. it’s my only way to cope w my negative emotions. And I don’t talk about my problems w anyone
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好絕望口牙
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tw sh very thin scars :/ where do people buy their blades,,
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