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STOP BODYCHECKING AT NIGHT NO WONDER I THINK IM FUCKING HUGE

smoking after a bad purging sesh is not for the weak

i think i purge too aggressively my throat always hurts

every time i purge i bleed more than the last time its freaking me out

will there ever be a day where i look in the mirror and dont immediately think i need to lose weight

my account is so dead cuz my life is so boring all i do is restrict and study like what am i supposed to post " hey guys look at my proteinfibreslop for the 1000000000th time "

its like i stopped caring

i was ortho for years then got medicated for my bipolar disorder and now im basically a junkorexic wtf

built puff haul ❕❕

my sweet tooth knows no bounds

seriously my diet is so fucked i only eat sweet treats and then have protein products and fibre cereal for ' health '

is it junkorexic to only ever eat candy , chocolate , protein bars and powder and fibre one cereal

finally tried the s'mores halo top ! i love the graham cracker and chocolate bits and pieces sm 377 cals 17.6g protein 12.6g fibre

coffee and cigarettes are the only thing keeping me going atp

i got the smores legendary poptart ! it was so good definitely my favourite flavour now

oldish bc

i feel like university forced me into semi recovery like i dont have time to over exercise anymore and i eat maintenance most days because i refuse to let my ed tank my grades , but its not full recovery because i only eat my safe foods and im maintaining being underweight

is there such a thing as fibre abuse ? like laxative abuse but instead of taking laxatives you just over eat fibre to the point of intaking like 100g a day

i still havent tried these btw theyve been sitting in my freezer for a month because im scared to eat them without it being the perfect time

no but seriously my worst habit is binging on high protein or high fibre foods and then i cope by saying im proteinfibremaxxing when really im just eating a fuck ton of calories for no fucking reason