siena saba

they should let us add music to posts

last minute with lil baby 2nite

you are god in form. unconditional love is all that there is. fear is what creates these false realities that we are separate from god. the kingdom of heaven is within. there is no person or thing that can give you what you don't already hold inside. you are infinite. and all things are possible through god (you). this reality you perceive and body you walk around in is an illusion. your thoughts are creating your reality. be observant of your thoughts. and take responsibility for your own life because it is all a reflection of who you believe yourself to be. it gets deep asf in this bitch as you begin to wake up to who you truly are. our authenticity is our light, is our heaven within.

i’ve never met a rapper that was on time btw

neutrality

when you show grace to people who have wronged you, they first look at you very surprised by your forgiveness, in disbelief. They can then move into the idea that you are being naive and stupid for having such grace, but as you continue to accept them as they come and choose to love them anyway, they begin to truly feel the forgiveness in themselves for what they may have done, and they feel for the first time worthy of the love you are projecting. i have experienced people who do not trust any single soul yet they have in time began to truly trust and receive my love when they sense that it is unconditional and non judgmental. it’s through repetition that we can un condition the mind and release old belief patterns. that is why i really believe in showing mercy, over and over. it does not make you weak to forgive, it grants you freedom, and allows you to lead by example. show people that love is a safe space. and that it is possible to be forgiven even after they’ve acted out unfavorable behaviors. that they are worthy. and that they can see it in themselves the way you have seen it in them.

you must step away completely and disengage altogether from worlds and experiences you no longer wish to participate in in order for new opportunities to unfold in your reality. example, if you want to not have a 9-5 yet you’re still in it just waiting for the time to come where you can quit because the perfect opportunity fell into your lap. you are still participating in that old world. you must quit before you have proof of an alternative direction. you must step into your new world even without physical proof that it exists. your inner world creates your outer world. another example, if there is a certain type of people in your life that you don’t wish to associate with anymore, maybe they hold a negative outlook of the world, yet you are still friends with them because you don’t want there to be any bad blood, you cannot expect to step into a world where everyone expresses the opposite of these people you want to escape from if you are still surrounding yourself with them and conscious of their behavior and how unfavorable it is to you. you must let them go, so the relationships you deserve can have space to exist. you have to let go of your old worlds to step into your new world.

"cause im dope and a dealer, i sell myselfffff"

NYC parties 2017-2020. I am going to have a gallery show with all of this work one day.

have you ever seen the cameraman be the streamer? that’s me!

WHEN YOU’RE LONELY YOU’RE JUST MISSING YOURSELF

We are all the same One but individuated through our perspectives.

so it's like damn i have the ability to hold this shadow but i don't choose to embody it fully maybe just integrate certain qualities from it but to stay conscious enough to stand within a balance of everything. because if you have the darkness then you have the light and everything in between, you hold it all. and then when you're holding everything all at once, nothing can even be identified or individually perceived because it's all a big mush of the one. eeep everything becomes one, the same way we are all one but individuated through our perspectives.