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"Barbieeeeeee!" He screeches out, not caring if people are staring. Oh, they're staring. They're certainly doing that.
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How'd they got to such a good place that they were contemplating spending most of their free time with each other off the tour? How'd it get to the place that he was staring at her -- side-eyeing more like, and feeling the jittery feeling in his stomach, +
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+ knowing that they were heading to a destination that they'd been looking forward to. Not him the rockstar or her the photographer. Not two people that were sorta friends, sorta lovers. No. He knew how he felt. Knew that this was scary because the stakes +
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You? /Weak/? Yanno I don't think them two words should be in a sentence together. Not unless I have my shirt off.
If it came out now, it means you felt that now was the right moment. I respect that. [Stepping closer and letting his hands cup her cheeks, saying softly] I know we're not a mushy pair, but I do love you, Barbie. I love everything about you.
I’m not taking it back, it just kinda left my mouth without much thought which is probably a good thing. Overthinking can be death to romantic moments.
[There's a slight smirk on his face, ever so slight. Like he's amused to see she's still sticking it out and that she respected what he wanted. Made him fall for all the more.] Oh, don't underestimate how much I want to rip your clothes off and find the nearest surface. But we +
Man, you are really pushing this to the limit. Mostly my limits but still. (Sort of shakes out her arms and rolls her shoulders like she has to reset) Fine… fine, I get it but damn, you are really twisting these tired gendered stereotypes.
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+ have waited this long. Seems a shame to not wait for the journey to reach its destination, right?
Holding onto her easily, he can't help but let out a chuckle. Lips pressing against her forehead, arms tightly wrapped around her torso. "After tour, when you've had all the opportunity in the world to look at each and every one I already have and judge them. Oh, and find the +
β€œSo like, you just thought of this idea but it’s something you’re doing at a later date.” Her body sagged against his in a bit of relief. β€œDo we get a night to search your body for the right spot? And this is an after tour, after vacation kind of thing? Say yes.>
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+ perfect spot of course. But huh, you'd get one with me?" His voice had grown softer, like that actually meant a lot to him. Sure, the band had some that linked them together, but he'd never put one on his skin for Gretchen, despite how much he'd believed they'd work. He'd +
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[Certainly not even aware of his face. He thought he was doing rather well at keeping it neutral, turns out that wasn't the case.] What face-? I am confused- /Why/ would I be freaked out?! I feel the same way, and sure that's got me jittery as fuck, but I'm not upset. Now, if +
Don’t make that face, please… (Is definitely begging from a distance, hands pressed together, on her knees.) It just kinda came out cause I do feel that way but it freaks me out that I feel that way. Sorta. Maybe it just freaks me out because I thought you’d freak out.
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While I greatly encourage this, at any given opportunity, we have...[glances down at phone once more] ...a few days till us time. [Yup. He's still going to hold out. Even if it's almost killing him to do so.]
I'm not going to make a big thing of it if you're not ready. I respect that! [Is inwardly worried that he was the only one that felt that way.]
I SAW THE I LOVE YOU. I JUST... I THOUGHT... [his brain short circuitsβ€”she's never said it before. He's never said it before. Holy shit, this was a big moment and he didn't even acknowledge it.]
(Slinks off because she said something weird but he didn’t catch it and seems okay with it so… yeah)
Ahhh! Only you can capture me on camera looking like that. Counting down the days! [Looks at phone] 8 days to go and I still have a million things to do. But, I love you too. And I'm looking forward to leaving the world behind and it just being /us/.
The smile that invades all my dreams. Can’t wait for vacation for a number of reasons. Love you, @signedawaysoul
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Following through, yes. But, that doesn't mean you don't tease me all the time. It's still torture, even if some of the need is sated!
Appeased by her feeling like this wasn't just a big impulsive corny move on his part, he wraps her up in his embrace too. Holding her against the warmth of his bare chest, stealing a kiss that lets Porcelain know just how much he wants thisβ€”and her. "Spur of the moment, you +
A laugh left her as she leaned into him, arms wrapping around his midsection. β€œWhen is your appointment or is this a total spur of the moment kind of thing? In which case, no pressure, right?” Another chuckle followed that question.>
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+ know me. But... I will book it soon. Want something good, what it to stand out from the rest." Because truthfully most were suggestions or art from those in the band, and it looks just so.