SILVIA | attempting recovery

my only hit tweet and it’s about these dumbass best ana almost 300 cal protein bars

what the fuck is this

had a full meal but i’m still hungry

does anyone else get a sore throat/cold symptoms when fasting or just restricting heavily?

broke my fast with my favorite yogurt bowl yayyy

this is my most successful fast in a minute and tomorrow my limit is 1200, I’m not going to stress about steps for a few days because my hip hurts a lot

i visited my friend at her college and I got 15k steps no extra effort besides just walking around I CANT WAIT TO GO TO COLLEGE

tomorrow I don’t have school because they use the building as an election facility so I will fast and bedrot all day #yay

recovery is turning into an excuse for binges 💔💔

I genuinely don’t have time rn to recover I need to focus on school

I didn’t tell my therapist I got too scared

this is going to sound dumb but if I’m hungry does that mean I should eat even if I’m over my cal limit? I’m trying some level of recovery but idk if this will make me gain a lot of weight if I do this everyday.

it feels so wrong to eat at maintenance I feel like I’m larping being normal 😞 I think I’m going to lower my intake to my maintenance at sedentary not at lightly active

Eating healthy food is too much work I just want to eat 1800 cals of oreos everyday to maintain

was experiencing what I felt was extreme hunger all day once I had three slices of toast slathered in Nutella it went away and I haven’t been hungry since??

I don’t want to recover I regret telling my parents

I’m going to be on my period for Halloween the world is sick and twisted

today is my last day before I officially enter recovery with professional assistance. I’m scared but i hope it will all be okay