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I went to the meeting and it was a great one 🩷 I did some of my college homework 📚 now I’m watching the show From. My boo and I love it. 🥰 #RecoveryPosse

Bro I am tired of my poor financial skills. I'm gonna commit myself to change from today forward. No one taught me how to budget, invest, etc. Still, I need to do better. 🙏

I admit I need to work on my conflict resolution skills. As an incest trauma survivor that experienced so much conflict and dysfunction from extended family, I still struggle with this. I've gotten better but I recognize that I need more work. And that's okay. 💜 #RecoveryPosse #mentalhealth

I know most people don't like to journal but it helps me so much. I've been journaling since I was like 7 years old and it's such a life saver. Something about writing down your raw feelings and thoughts is so cleansing. 🪶

I checked the weather for Los Angeles this weekend and it looks like it's going to be a washout on Saturday. But at least it will be 70 degrees there. I'll take it lol.

Good morning 🌞 I'm proud of myself for getting to work. I was not enthused to come in today. But I will be gentle with myself today and try my best. My Los Angeles trip is on Friday so I have that to look forward to. :) #RecoveryPosse

I had some very upsetting feelings and thoughts today. But I didn’t drink and use over them. So it was a win in my book. Goodnight. #RecoveryPosse

I really feel like I don’t belong on this earth sometimes. Too sensitive. Too caring. I so don’t want to go into work tomorrow. I feel like saying fuck work. But I will just use them as a good reference and swallow my pride. But still no more overtime or staying late. Hell no lol

My job pissed me off and made me sad today. I had a good session with my therapist. These fucking jobs want you to bend over backwards all the time but they can’t be there for you when you need them the most. I’m not going to sign up for extra shifts or stay late lol nope 🙂‍↔️

Do you ever love a book so much that you don't want the story to end? 😭 The same happens to me with certain shows, too.

I have therapy today after work. I'm looking forward to it. I'm also going to the gym again tonight. I'm gonna try to do an hour of cardio on the stationary bike. I'm going to push myself a little. 🥰 #RecoveryPosse

“I was attracted to AA because it excluded no one, and I am grateful for the lessons I’ve learned over the years: that we stop fighting anyone or anything; that it is the details of what I do that make me who I am; that my perception of life is ever-changing and evolving; that the basic ‘suggestions’ I heard when I entered the Fellowship have been a continuous part of my life; that as long as I stay an active member of AA, more will be revealed.” #RecoveryPosse

Good morning fam 🦥 I'm a sleepy head today hehe #RecoveryPosse

I went to my home group and one of our peeps celebrated 22 years of sobriety. 😊 Then I went to the gym and had a good workout. I got a 100% on my quiz for my college class. 😄 #RecoveryPosse

Good morning fam 🌞 it was so cold outside last night while we were at the haunted amusement park. Still had a great time. But my legs are shot 🫠 the fibromyalgia monster had reared its ugly head lol #RecoveryPosse