Sox the Goblin 🍄 Vtuber & Live2D Rigger

WELL, this is a first! Someone is attempting to impersonate me on discord- presumably to try to scam people out of art? Some of my previous clients reached out to me thankfully. My discord handle is and will always be soxthegob. Please be aware of this and absolutely do not buy art from anyone asking for commissions- even 'me'. Don't click any links they send you. I only ever take commissions on my official Vgen.

One of my favorite things about sex and masochism is when I’m pushed to my limits. Screaming and crying in pain, struggling to breathe, thoughts staticked out to nothing but swirling panic— that moment of wondering both if I need to safe word or if I even really like this at all. And then I look down, and there are literally two puddles of pussy juice under my knees, fed by dual rivers flowing down my thighs.

It seems like a lot of dating is happening to find someone at the right time of their life where they would be interested in you.

Aftercare is me watching you play video games.

Not only did I spend more than ten years in isolation, but I also have a dissociation and memory disorder that means that— in terms of life experience— I have a lot less knowledge and social skills than the average person my age. I’m still learning how to integrate into normal life. For a while, I felt that I had to compensate for this inexperience by priming people to my failures— often taking the form of self-flagellation. My biggest fear was coming off as ‘over confident’; to think I had more worth than I actually do. In actuality, it made me more grating to be around; I was like a shy bitch pissing herself to show fear in hopes of more leniency. But really, no one wants to pet a piss-soaked dog. I’m making a very conscientious choice to remove that sort of behavior. I don’t want to be grating. I don’t want to be the sort of person that people begrudgingly pity. I hope that making this change makes me a more enjoyable person to be around. I genuinely want to make people’s lives and experiences better. So if you’ve ever interacted with me and thought ‘Wow, she’s making me really uncomfortable’, then I’m truly sorry! And I hope that with continued effort and growth, I can be reevaluated on my current behavior and not my past follies— though you’re more than welcome to decline. And if there has ever been anything else that I’ve done that has made you uncomfortable, please let me know so that I can make changes.

Yeah not surprised. Tortured artist + Hot Villain. I am surprised about ‘Looks wealthy’. But yeah, I love a man that would look hot slapping me. Contrary to this queue, facial hair was an immediate turn-on for me unless it was a goatee. I wonder if there’s any correlation with the fact that my dad had a goatee for my younger childhood. I’m still amazed how much my interest in facial hair has sky-rocketed once I hit my 30’s.

If the majority of women into pupplay are trans women, are the majority of women into pony play cis?

I think I’ve cracked it. Their initial interest got me thinking about them, but thinking that they might be interested in me made me doubt their taste. Confirming that their interest was just my paranoia simultaneously confirmed their good taste and also felt like a loss— leading to romantic rumination.

Finally have my shelves up 💚

Penetration isn’t degrading unless I want it to be. He isn’t inside me— I’m consuming him.

I’ve discovered that every person I have briefly had romantic consideration for has been someone that I thought was interested in me— but later determined my assumption to be incorrect. Is this just because I’m often incorrect? Is there something about this situation that softens my views toward them?

Question for alloromantic people. When you have a crush on someone, can you turn it off voluntarily? For instance, if you know that a relationship is unattainable or ill advised, can you willingly stop those feelings?

I wonder what it would be like to date a guy who is super sadistic and dominant in bed but submissive in the relationship. Like— I’ll take you out to dinner and make all the big decisions and treat you real sweet but once we get to the bedroom, you wreck me

Honestly I didn’t realize how wonderful and fulfilling this sounded until now. Oh no

It’s so strange realizing that people want to have sex with me. Like my basic assumption is that men view me as this sexless blob, and I’m like ‘Yeah no way he would fuck me.’ The times I’ve been incorrect flabbergast me. Long story short- unless you literally have your penis inside me, I will assume that you have no interest in me.

You can try to take choking away from me by prying it off my cold, dead throat.

I am finally finishing up my Date-Me-Doc. If you know and like me irl and would be interested in providing an anonymous quote, feel free to send me a DM! So far the first review I have is “Has the grippiest pussy I have ever felt in my life.”

Thinking a guy might like you and might be interested in you and then being proved wrong is somehow worse than thinking no one would be interested in you at all.

I was an avid twink enjoyer for years. Just totally repulsed by any man that didn’t look like they belonged in a shoujo anime. Then I hit 30, and now seeing a man with a beard makes me cream. Younger Sox would be appalled, but she was also a sexless gooner so sucks for her.

‘Ow’ is Sox language for ‘Yes, do it like that please.’