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binging is way more uncomfortable than fasting don't be fooled

gave myself permission to eat whatever until the first of november like a dumby

i feel safe here with nothing bc then i have nothing that can be taken away frm me anymore - im scared to do it all over again just to end up back here :(

i think i have to recover i guess i would rather try to recover then develop b.e.d i dont want to but it seems like the only option now

everything i worked for is gone like it never happened

i'm going thru extreme hunger again and last time this happened i said i would rather die then experience it again and i rlly do wanna die now

me after binging but my ribs and hipbones still show

me and my daily coffee

got thanked for being cool about it when that's the opposite of what i was