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| 03, she/her
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| HSW | gw 120lbs | ugw 90lbs
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| autistic, bpd & bed recovery
| no fatphobia!! pro recovπ€
| π¬/ βΊ to be moots
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i donβt even feel disordered i just feel like a fat girl who canβt stick to her diet plan
Itβs like ok not only r u fat and ugly u also have the most annoying personality in the world
177 currently
Ok as of tomorrow Iβm lowering intake back down to 600 max this 800-1k shi isnβt helping me lose lol idc
Iβve pretty much maintained for almost 2 weeks whilst Iβve been eating 800-1k cals lol ( made sure thereβs no hidden cals too )
Maybe meeting up w fine shyt and being humiliated when he thinks Iβm fat and ugly is the motivation I need
I have decided to stop fasting (24hrs +) I wish I didnβt have to stop but I do need to focus on my health and accept my body isnβt reacting the same way it use to during fasts. Iβll be going back to omad soon though. I want to be skinny but I donβt want to die to be skinny
Pots has taken over my life I miss having the energy just to do basic tasks and when a 30 min walk didnβt leave me exhausted and dizzy
ATP itβs just as long as I get under 1k cals, I miss doing less than 500 but my body isnβt working with me anymore :β) hopefully once my pots is under control I can go back, Iβm so scared to weigh myself atm bc Iβve been having to add extra salt to everything
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being a fat woman sucks because men are either repulsed by me or just fetishise me they canβt be normal
Why the hell has a pic of my double chin reached nsfw twt πππ nsfw leave me alone I canβt do this again π










