tes | speedrunning ☕️

november lock in

i’m disgusting

can’t wait to go back to starving after this damn wedding . i could get away with eating very little today tho.

are a disgusting amount yesterday i woke up still full

everything good will happen at my gw

he will only like me at my gw

he’ll only like me if i’m 120lbs he’ll only like me if i’m 120lbs he’ll only like me if i’m 120lbs he’ll only like me if i’m 120lbs

when i go back to uni on sunday do i

5 days sober today i want to drink so fucking bad i could die. i miss my ex so bad for some reason i want it to fucking go away i want to text him

i miss my ex so bad rn for some reason he was so fucking bad to me but i’m j sad.

real ones know me from this i miss my old account sometimes it’s a relic

my side profile is the only thing i like about myself

rules: i can go over my limit but never over 1000 as long as i burn enough cals to make up for it

need a cig

also kinda scary how 1k people are viewing essentially my journal but it’s fun

wtf i feel famous

need a thinspo thread that’s like late night fall / winter city hanging out with guy being mischievous smoking cigs and listening to music

i’m genuinely scared of food starving has never hurt me like eating has