i guess it's nice knowing that there's still creeps who get off to me. at least i'm useful for something
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sometimes i feel safer around people who are openly unsafe because at least they're honest. no chance of making the mistake of letting my guard down
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unhealthy and unsustainable levels of mutual obsession is genuinely so dangerous to experience because nothing will ever hit that high again
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need a younger brother who i tease and play with and listen to him yap, a brother my age who i cling to and follow around and play games with, and an older brother who comes home drunk at night and fucks me in my sleep
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my life is a constant dance between sometimes putting on a show and sometimes letting people catch glimpses of the real me, and if i get the balance wrong between the two then i stumble and fall and die
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i will contort myself in endless ways to fit the exact shape you want but no matter how much i twist i'm still me and eventually you'll see through the disguise and realize you don't want to deal with me
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people want me until they figure out no im Actually extremely difficult and fragile it's not just for fun
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cool thing about twitter is if your reach gets too scary you can just not post for a month and then you're safe and nobody will ever see your posts again
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i'm not mad at you, i'm mad at myself for ever believing that you could be a place of safety for me
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