PATAHUMAN; pataphysican of paradoxical propaganda; probe nominals are you/your
Metro Vancouver, Canada
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Hauntology exposes contamination of the present by spectres of surreal consciousness. The occult invokes the future and past as a simultaneous encounter. Witchcraft is the art of manipulating the threshold of extrasensory casuality. #Halloween
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The Final Houdini Seance
> October 31, 1936
Attempting to summon and communicate with spirits of the dead.
#Halloween #Podcast 📻
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Frankenstein's Monster
"Cursed, cursed creator! Why did I live?!"
#Halloween #Podcast 📻
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"You think I'm psychotic. I'm not psychotic, I'm just hungry! I like to eat brains."
#Halloween #podcast
WARNING: listen at you're own risk ⚠️
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Audio occult ritual or #Halloween prank?
Away in the sky, beyond the clouds, live 4 or 5 magicians... PAUL IS DEAD
Liber AL vel Legis
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Sunsets upon the mountainside. Initiation into the twilight rituals of fire and trance. Ready the oneironauts. The sacred night shall bring forth her mysteries. Secrets whisper through the trees. When sleep comes and visions posses you… be not afraid… intrepid scout.
On the shadow side of a reluctant rainbow, there is a dark prism that merges all potential realities into one nightmarish NOW. Where fear meets the mind’s eye, you encounter a singular objective: overcome your illusions before they envelop you in madness.
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On the shadow side of a reluctant rainbow, there is a dark prism that merges all potential realities into one nightmarish NOW. Where fear meets the mind’s eye, you encounter a singular objective: overcome your illusions before they envelop you in madness.
A passageway to the unconscious
Ours dreams awaken new realities
I am the explorer, the intrepid scout
I am lucid… I am ready…
See I assumed I was projecting the unresolved trauma of past toxic relationships onto her. Once I cleared them out the danger signals lingered.
Q: Is she really as sweet as she seems?
A: she is a demon, beware!
I wasn't courting a lover. I merely created an adversary.
Oops.
I'm an empath and I attract narcissists. No wonder my nervous system went on high alert. She thinks I'm obsessed with her and I thought she was secretly in love with me. That's what I was missing. Damn limerence clouded my judgment. Lesson: trust my intuition, protect my heart.
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I'm an empath and I attract narcissists. No wonder my nervous system went on high alert. She thinks I'm obsessed with her and I thought she was secretly in love with me. That's what I was missing. Damn limerence clouded my judgment. Lesson: trust my intuition, protect my heart.
We both have this issue. The past nine months I thought we had built a foundation of trust. But her insecurities got the better of her and blew it all up with petty manipulation tactics.
I’m good. I got confirmation of her unresolved toxicity. Now she’s the one spiralling.
Back to back we run this track. Depart in fits and starts. Anticipation as our orbits cross. Expectations pass and lapse into rejection and regret. Finish lines reset and repeat. The illusion of chase and retreat. Of competition and defeat. Until at last we collapse as teammates.
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I broke the cycle. It was getting toxic.
She tried to manipulate me. Regain her control. She can’t sleep. Limerence? Intuition says we share similar neurodivergence. That’s why we’re so drawn to each other. Her dopamine spikes when we interact then she runs for safety…
Trapped in a Catch-22
We interact. She gets flustered and runs away. So I give her space. She reinitiates. We chat. Then she ignores me. So I pull back again. Rise and repeat.
This week she tries to make me jealous. Twice. Looks at me to see my reaction. I just look back.
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My nervous system has undergone a radical metamorphosis since this crush engulfed me. I’ve confronted dormant aspects of my psyche I’ve repressed for most of my life. Purging negative thought patterns. I feel I’ve become a better version of myself. Yet this agony persists.
I’ve been experiencing a strange “frisson” throughout my body. Mainly chest and neck with the occasional muscle spasms. Not the usual stress and cortisol.
Feels like imminence.
Liminality. Tension.
Limerence Resonance.
It’s like waiting for a diagnosis.
Malignant or benign?
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I’ve been experiencing a strange “frisson” throughout my body. Mainly chest and neck with the occasional muscle spasms. Not the usual stress and cortisol.
Feels like imminence.
Liminality. Tension.
Limerence Resonance.
It’s like waiting for a diagnosis.
Malignant or benign?
Trapped in a Catch-22
We interact. She gets flustered and runs away. So I give her space. She reinitiates. We chat. Then she ignores me. So I pull back again. Rise and repeat.
This week she tries to make me jealous. Twice. Looks at me to see my reaction. I just look back.
