Anyways, please forgive me for relapsing into my obsession with external enemies and intellectual psyops. The real apocalypse happens within our hearts, when we forget about Christ. He comes at a day and hour we do not know, when we pray unceasingly. So yeah, I’ve been really numb and experiencing my own end of the world. This is why Saint Porphyrios said the Book of Revelation isn’t what we think. He and Saint Gabriel even said the Mark of the Beast won’t affect those who receive it out of ignorance or by force, because ultimately, the Mark is what we do with our hands and think with our minds. Similarly, we make the Antichrist our god when we focus on him all the time. Like Saint Paisios said, we also become the Antichrist when we make ourselves the judge of others. Many mystical interpretations of the Scriptures have been lost due to our habit of projecting. So, I feel I’ve been leading people astray by focusing on psychic projections, demonic illusions that distract us from the war inside the soul. All the darkness we are being exposed to is a carnival sideshow. It’s smoke and mirrors. It’s intentional. The Bible doesn’t even warn us about darkness most of the time. Most of the time, the Bible tells us to look out for wolves in sheep’s clothing, deceitful workers of righteousness, and false angels of light. Satan wasn’t always depicted as a monster from pagan myths. In the pre-Christian world, pagan myths were just history. In fact, hades and hell, or the underworld, was a part of pagan cosmology. Christ wasn’t preaching a completely new view of the universe. He was building off the truths people had already discovered, hence why the good news was so good. The average person was excited to hear about the destruction of the afterlife’s spiritual prison. But I digress. Like Saint Anthony said, in the old world, centaurs and a satyrs were just normal animals. However, the citizens of Alexandria worshipped them, leading later, more modern Christians to reinterpret these stories as legends about demons. Originally, Satan was depicted as a blue angel. He wasn’t a guy with horns and hooves! And the Book of Revelation wasn’t a timeline! It was a timeless text, which poetically and symbolically described the archetypal events that repeat throughout history, as well as within the human heart. After all, we are all microcosms that contain and unite the entire creation. For the first 1500 years of Christianity, Revelation was read this way. Then, in 1590, the Jesuits reinterpreted the text to mean something about a New World Order and transhumanism. The transhumanists openly admit they are staging these Jesuit prophecies. But the ancient Christians already saw the kingdom made of iron and clay when Byzantium was invaded! They already saw the Great Tribulation and the Mark of the Beast too! They saw these things when Nero forced Christians to use his currency, burnt down Rome, and murdered all the monotheists. That was also when the Jewish Temple was destroyed. Then, the Jews began their migration back to Babylon. Then, they wrote the Talmud. Because all their history was erased, they created an entirely new religion. So, ancient Christianity has nothing to do with rabbinical Judaism. And ancient Christianity has nothing to do with the current apocalypse. Its whole purpose is to fulfill fake prophecies modern rabbis just made up. And part of their prophecies require antisemites persecuting them back into Israel. But my point is, all of these blatantly evil scapegoats, all of this external drama and outward seeking for signs of the times, is nothing but a sad and superficial counterfeit of the true faith, which is transcendent and infinitely deep. They’ve stolen our attention and weaponized the truth against us! We’re being robbed of real life and real spirituality. And I am part of the problem. Yet, if we can drop all this nonsense, win the war within and find the kingdom, we’ll finally discover the “only needful thing”.

Remember when people found that book written by Jeffrey Epstein’s long lost brother that predicted Trump’s role as a dictator and Jewish messiah?

One of the first people to die of the supposed Russian plague was a scientist named Darya Shipilova, which is an anagram of Ladyship Viola. In China, Ladyship is a respectful title for a goddess. And in Latin, a viola is a violet flower. So, Ladyship Viola could be a reference to one of the purple flower goddesses who sent small pox to earth in Chinese folklore. Which leads one to wonder, was Darya even a real person? Or just another deepfake?

Suddenly, a lot more makes sense… I had no idea there was a Hindu-Jewish alliance because they both worship the same “Supreme Being”…

One of the techno-fascist Dark Enlightenment guys, Curtis Yarvin, created a software company called Tlon. It’s named after a Jorge Luis Borges story about a secret society, the Illuminati, creating its own nation, and eventually, its own universe. They do this by writing a realistic encyclopedia about their imaginary world. Then, it’s leaked to the public disguised as truth, and the detailed fiction begins to overwrite and replace our reality. I don’t know how to explain it, but that sounds a lot like what’s going on with the internet and AI right now.

The Fake Apocalypse & Goddess Deception Explained Ok so hear me out, during the first thousand years of Christianity, the Book of Revelation was read as a mystical and timeless text. After all, the first Christians were Eastern mystics who witnessed a Great Tribulation under Nero. Then, during the Great Schism in 1054, the Orthodox Church split in two and Catholicism was born. The Catholic Church encouraged a new Western mindset that read Revelation more literally, and less symbolically. It was the Middle Ages, when Christians were introduced to alchemy by Arabs who had invaded Europe, hence esoteric orders like the Vatican’s Knights Templar. This alchemical mindset elevated logic above faith, which is why the Enlightenment Era occurred shortly after. This is also why Western Christians became more like academics and scholars, rather than monks and ascetics. Then, when “enlightened” Christians started questioning the Vatican’s power, they revolted. They believed the Pope was the Antichrist described in Revelation and started the Protestant Reformation as a response. Then, the Catholic Church split into thousands of new denominations. But before this, the Vatican started a Counter-Reformation, where they used Jesuit agents to infiltrate all these new sects. They secretly co-opted them by teaching them new interpretations of Revelation, like Preterism and Futurism, doctrines that claim the Antichrist already came or will come some time far off in the future. Basically, the Jesuits wanted to distract the Protestants, get off them off their back, and make them forget about the Vatican. Now, the Protestants were more worried about a global government called the New World Order. Later, the Catholic order called the Knights of Malta created the CIA, and the CIA created groups like the Discordians, who popularized Illuminati and New World Order conspiracy theories among hippies and anarchists. Ironically, they promoted ideas the Knights Templar used to promote, like the concept of a New Age. The Templars believed Christianity predated Christ and actually came from Atlantis, so they wanted to conquer the world and rebuild heaven on earth, which for them, was a new Atlantean empire. The Discordians said angelic Atlantean aliens would save us from AI and the New World Order. Ironically, Crowley believed this too. But he got this idea from John Dee, who was, of course, a Protestant who used alchemy to channel “angels” from Atlantis. The main “angel” was a “goddess” named Madimi. Crowley called her Babalon. And the Discordians called her Eris. However, other occultists like Marjorie Cameron called her Wormwood, which is the name of a green star or asteroid from the Book of Revelation. Even more ironic, some Discordians described Babalon’s appearance as a cosmic Mother Mary. And back in 1917, Catholics started seeing apparitions of a cosmic Mother Mary who warned them about an apocalyptic scenario she would rescue them from before ushering in a New Age and bringing the Church back together. The Church never really divided though. Eastern Orthodoxy has been preserved through all this chaos. So, it seems all these conspiracy theories about an AI Antichrist and the New World Order are a deception meant to prepare us for yet another false savior, an extraterrestrial goddess that unites humanity under an entirely new syncretic and esoteric religion. This New Age Christianity won’t actually be new though. It will be the same religion the fallen angels taught in the pre-Flood world, the same religion that caused the Gnostics and King Solomon to fall away from the faith, Sophia and Asherah worship. After all, the Templars were Gnostics too! And Gnosticism would not exist if it weren’t for the Jews who worship a theologically perverted version of God the Father from the Christian Trinity.

A famous scholar arrives at the heavenly gates. The gatekeeper asks, "Do you know Christ?" The scholar answers proudly that he studied Him, wrote books about Him, and taught theology for decades. The gatekeeper tells him to step aside and wait. Next, a high-ranking church leader arrives. The gatekeeper asks him the same question. The bishop replies that he led the church, managed a diocese, and served in holy orders. The gatekeeper tells him to step aside and wait as well. Finally, a simple, uneducated old grandmother arrives with no degrees or theological training. When the gatekeeper asks her if she knows Christ, she looks right at Him and says, "Who doesn't know you, my Lord?"

See what I’m saying! This is why so many people are becoming religious. But outward religion only solves half the problem. All these converts need a clear path to marriage and serving others.

If I had to guess, it’s also related to this.

You don’t overcome the darkness by fighting it. You focus on what’s good, true, and beautiful.

Religion has programmed us with so much toxic shame that we think we don’t deserve love if we make mistakes. So, we either ignore and repress our sins or crumble. Yet, this is pride! We don’t really see ourselves as sinners. Then, like Adam naked in the Garden, we hide from God!

Somehow, the despair God allows you to experience once you convert is much different than the depression you experience in the world. Somehow, there is still an infinite hope hidden deep within it.

You didn’t love them. You loved the image of God in them.

God does not enjoy watching us suffer. Like Job said, suffering is meaningless. We live in a fallen world where bad things happen to good people. But this is why Christ came to suffer with us. Through the Cross, He transformed suffering into communion with God. It doesn’t mean it’s good. But it can be blessed if we use it correctly.

Watching a child hurt themselves and cry is a good way to explain why God allows human suffering. Often, children don’t listen and need to learn from experience. Similarly, God tells us how to attain true life. But He also respects our free will and lets us live the way we want. Then, we blame Him when it doesn’t work out lol.

Christ is not an allegory about the stars. The stars are an allegory about Christ.