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i think the part about joss liking that post of gawin saying “saya sayang abang joss” is going to stay with me for a while. because gawin wasn’t just repeating a phrase he didn’t understand. the fan explained what it meant, asked if he loved abang joss, and even checked whether he understood his answer. and gawin laughed and said yes. twice. but then there’s joss. he could’ve seen that post, smiled to himself, found it sweet or funny, maybe even teased gawin about it the next time they met. he could’ve enjoyed knowing what gawin said without leaving a single trace that he’d ever seen it. nobody would’ve known. but he liked it. and i can’t stop thinking about that. someone could hear those words said about them, have every opportunity to keep whatever they felt entirely to themselves, and still leave the smallest little acknowledgment where everyone could see it. and it isn’t even just about gawin saying he loves abang joss. it’s that joss could’ve kept that moment entirely to himself. but there’s his little heart, sitting right beneath the words about loving him. #JossGawin #จอสกวิน